After It's Shattered by Zoey G

Описание: "After It's Shattered"

Go ahead, come on in
Take a seat on the couch
How you feelin' this week?
You seem a little bit down
You've been doin' so great
One breakthrough after another
So tell me what happened
To change you to troubled

Yea I'd been feelin' good
Keepin' a positive mindset
Had contagious energy
Happy and always smilin'
Even when I faced problems
I just took a deep breath
And I faced 'em head on
Learned to work through 'em instead
But then last night
I had a moment of weakness
Went down a slippery slope
Knowing that I'd come to regret
Makin' a couple of choices
That would just lead to mistakes
I've said that I deserve better
But I gave in anyway
It's like I stared at the water
And saw the "no diving" sign
I could see that it was shallow
The outcome played in my mind
And I swear for a second
I heard God say "don't do this"
And though I usually listen
I chose to jump in and ignore it
The adrenaline hit
But it was so temporary
I got high up in the air
But comin' down was so scary
And by the time that I wanted
To take back what I did
It was too late to stop it
So I had to accept it

Well now look what we have here
Welcome back to the bottom
Thought you'd never return
Isn't that what you promised?
It's so sweet that you thought that
You would break all these habits
And not cave into the cravings
To satisfy the small voices
So now where to from here?
'Cause you know you can't ignore it
Yea those things that you did
They will soon float to the surface
And you'll have to explain it
So what'll be your excuse?
You're gonna have to pay someone
When you got so much to lose
But hey, don't worry about it
I'll let you take a small breather
And if it makes you feel better
It can't get much worse from here
Well actually yea it can
In fact I'd say to get ready
Don't get comfortable with peace
Get used to knowing insanity
And I'm not tryin' to be mean
I am just being transparent
It's my job as your anxiety
To have you always preparin'
So that we can still make it
Even if it's just barely
'Cause I want you alive
So I can keep you in misery
Yea that's the deal that we made
You know the one with the devil?
When you claimed to be saved
But kept on gettin' in trouble
You let everyone around you
Think that you were a new person
But I guess that your costume
Came off last night when you dove in

Can you just shut up for one second?

Yes I caved
I did things that I shouldn't
But I'm still saved
God took care of what I couldn't
You make it sound
Like I messed up on purpose
When the truth is
I was tired of feelin' worthless
So yea I thought
The alcohol would help me
We go through this
Each time that I get lonely
The problem is
I say that I'm not desperate
Then settle for
The first one I connect with
I wake up numb
Replay it all in my head
Maybe he'll call
And this time will be different
But no he won't
He's not that kinda person
And yea I know
Should wait for one who deserves it
Down on the ground
It's time to get back up
Breathe in and out
Brush off the dirt and dust
Just walk it off
Someday all this won't matter
At least my heart
Still beats after it's shattered

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