I'm Not Gonna by Zoey G

Описание: "I'm Not Gonna"

It's easier to stay angry
Focus on what you did wrong
If I'm bein' honest, I questioned
If this would work out all along
'Cause there were things that didn't line up
Like how you didn't have a faith
Or small things like how you hated blue
When that color's everything to me

And I don't know why I tried so hard
I guess I just wanted to see
If my heart could ever open up
And I hoped that you were the key
But it didn't take long to doubt it
Maybe that's why I broke
And gave you good reason to leave me
So I wasn't responsible

I'm not gonna call you
I'm not gonna beg
I'm not gonna tell you
I hope you regret
The way that you hurt me
I'm not gonna say
How much I've been lying
When I say I'm okay

I still don't get why you reached out
And tried to start all this again
You told me what I wanted to hear
And I really thought about it
"Maybe this time could be different
Maybe I'll ignore the flags
Maybe he really could love me
And the good will outweigh the bad"

I still don't get why I tried so hard
When deep down I knew it was wrong
You made me upset more than happy
And we both knew that all along
And I know you won't want to hear this
But I think I finally regret
Deciding to do all this with you
'Cause I lost both love and a friend

I'm not gonna call you
I'm not gonna beg
I'm not gonna tell you
I hope you regret
The way that you hurt me
I'm not gonna say
How much I've been lying
When I say I'm okay

So guess it's goodbye
And I wish you well
You're gonna be fine
Take care of yourself
To be real with you
Last night I prayed
For me to feel the heartbreak
So you don't feel the pain

So you won't wanna call me
You won't wanna beg
You won't wanna tell me
That you have regrets
You won't think you hurt me
You won't take the blame
You won't have to lie when
Someone asks if you're okay

Copyright ©️ Zoey Gonzalez 2025


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