watercolor sky

Описание: 「 i'll draw a dawn, even if the night seems endless 」

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hm.. honestly, so many things have happened. it feels like I published ‘depth’ just yesterday, but in reality, so much time has passed.. depth influenced me a lot. it was like opening pandora's box, which gave rise to new reflections and rethinks. it took a lot of my strength and left me numb.. i even got sick 3 times in january. but i don't regret 'cause i got something much, much more.. i indeed started to follow my pace, trust it, trust myself. i was trying to live, listening to my own heart. to be tender to myself. and you know, i really have a progress. for the first time in many years, I feel less pain and more warmth. my pain didn't disappear. it dissolved, becoming a natural part of my existence. i realised that we often try to fight the pain, making it only worse. but actually, a pain is not that bad as we think. pain cannot be eradicated, it can only be comforted.
i'm still trying to be tender with myself. day by day. i still have difficulties, but i know i'll learn it one day, turn it into a habit. and this song is like a gentle reminder, a quiet message - night is not forever. sooner or later, dawn will come anyway. we may create this "dawn" by ourselves. grow it. with tenderness. with gentleness. with pure love.
i put these feelings into this song, and i hope it will warm your heart in a cold night.
night is not forever.

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[video info]
type: original
title: 水色の空 / watercolor sky
vocal: DIMITRI JP (UTAU voicebank by ‪@nearsgarden‬ )
music & lyrics & art & video: rotcat
tools: FL Studio 21 + OpenUtau + Adobe Premiere Pro 2020 + Krita

ps honestly, i do love this wordplay in the title 'cause 水 and 色 together means light blue, but literally it can be translated as 'water'+'color', hehe

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[lyrics]
外は……雨。

私は……中にいる。

灰色……
灰色の 日々。

でも……また 色を 手に取って、
世界を 色で 満たしていく。

たとえ……みんなが 悲しみに 満ちていても、
涙を 絵の具に 混ぜる。

みんなが 夢見る 水色の 空を 描く。

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