Some days I’m lost | Echoes of Code

Описание: I try to hold steady
But my hands still shake
I smile through the silence
So no one sees the ache
I say I’m okay
Like it’s easy to do
But I’ve been lying
Even when it’s true

I don’t have answers
I don’t feel strong
I’ve been pretending
For too long

I’m still learning how to be brave
Still falling, still afraid
I don’t have it figured out
Some days I’m lost, some days I doubt
If I let you see my scars
Will you stay, or turn away?
I’m still learning how to be brave

I carry the weight
Of words I don’t say
Of nights that feel longer
Than they should ever be
I try to be steady
I try not to break
But even the quiet
Can start to shake

I hold my breath
Like I’ll be fine
But I’m running out
Of time

I’m still learning how to be brave
Still falling, still afraid
I don’t have it figured out
Some days I’m lost, some days I doubt
If I let you see my scars
Will you stay, or turn away?
I’m still learning how to be brave

I don’t need fixing
I don’t need a name
I just need someone
To sit with the pain

I’m still learning how to be brave
Still here, still afraid
I don’t have it figured out
But I’m breathing through it now

I’m still here
I’m still learning