Doesn´t come easy | Echoes of Code

Описание: I still wake up reaching for your side of the bed
Like somehow the night just forgot what you said
The silence is louder than any goodbye
And every damn morning I ask myself why

I walk past the places we used to go
They’re just empty streets now, they don’t even know
How we burned like a fire that wouldn’t slow down
Now I’m just the king of a ghost town

I try to be strong
I tell myself I’ll move on
But your memory won’t let me breathe

It doesn’t come easy
Trying to forget you
It doesn’t come easy
Pretending I don’t miss you

I can say I’m alright
I can lie if I need to
But loving you once
Means I always will

It doesn’t come easy…
No, it never will

I told all my friends that I’m doing fine
That I’ve closed the chapter, I’ve drawn the line
But they don’t see what I hide in my eyes
Or how every sunset feels like a lie

I’ve tried new faces, different names
But every kiss just feels the same
They don’t move me, they don’t stay
You’re the shadow I can’t outrun anyway

I swear I’ve tried
To bury this pride
But your love still lives in me

It doesn’t come easy
Trying to forget you
It doesn’t come easy
Pretending I don’t miss you

I can say I’m alright
I can lie if I need to
But loving you once
Means I always will

It doesn’t come easy…
No, it never will

If loving you was my mistake
Then why does my whole world shake
Every time I hear your name?

If letting go is what I should do
Then tell me why I still choose
Every road that leads to you

It doesn’t come easy
Trying to forget you
It doesn’t come easy
Living without you

I can hold my head high
Say I don’t need you
But my heart betrays
Everything I do

It doesn’t come easy…
Loving you still

And maybe it never…
Never will.