Talk To The Moon

Описание: This is one of those personal life experience ones so it takes a deeper explanation. On 09/09/2023 I went into a risky surgery that ended with me being left in a coma for over a year. I was really terrified of this surgery, knowing how high the risks were I wrote letters to my loved ones incase it didn’t go the way we hoped. In the letter to the man I loved I told him to talk to the moon when he missed me (and he told me he did 🥺) but so much changed in that year and now he’s a father to a beautiful baby girl, we planned on being a family, he was ready to love my children as his own and I was ready to do the same for his child but due to the medications I’m on weaken my immune system so it would be a health risk to me and to his baby for us to be together so unfortunately even thouh it broke everything in me.. I had to walk away from everything I’ve ever wanted, everything I fought for because that’s what is best/safest for me and for his baby. So now I talk to the moon like I asked him to do. 😘❤️😘💙😘


Lyrics:

I wrote it all down
So you’d know I was there
A year in the silence
A ghost in the air
I told you I’d fight
For the life that we planned
But I woke up
To a world I don’t quite understand

I’m still your babes
And you’re still my world
But the plans that we made
Have all come uncurled
I’m fighting the germs
And the risks and the fear
While you’re holding a life
I can’t even get near
I said "talk to the moon"
If I didn’t wake up
Now I’m drinking the truth
From a bitter cup
Yeah, it’s heavy
How it ended too soon
Now I imagine it’s you
When I talk to the moon.

I know it’s selfish..
But I can’t let you go
I still want the future
We saw in the glow
A life we talked about
But we will never know
Now all the "what-ifs"
And "might-have-beens"
Are a thing of the past
But

I’m still your babes
And you’re still my world
But the plans that we made
Have all come uncurled
I’m fighting the germs
And the risks and the fear
While you’re holding a life
I can’t even get near
I said "talk to the moon"
If I didn’t wake up
Now I’m drinking the truth
From a bitter cup
Yeah, it’s heavy
How it ended too soon
Now I imagine it’s you
When I talk to the moon.

Hmmmm mmmm hmmm mm
Yeah it ended too soon
But I’ll always
Talk to the moon…