What I’ve Lost

Описание: song by me
picture by me
lyrics
(Verse 1)
The city sleeps, a fragile, muted hum,
But inside me, the battle's just begun.
A war of whispers, doubts in every breath,
Convincing me I'm better off in death.
The world keeps spinning, oblivious and blind,
To the wreckage blooming in my mind.
I fake a smile, a mask I wear with dread,
While the demons feast upon the words unsaid.

(Chorus)
This storm within, it fuels the rising tide,
Of bitterness and wounds I cannot hide.
I'm caught within its violent undertow,
Fighting just to breathe, fighting to let go.
Is there a lighthouse in this endless night?
Or am I destined to surrender to the fight?

(Verse 2)
The memories surface, shards of what I’ve lost,
Ghosts of broken promises, an endless cost.
Each failing echoes, a constant, cruel refrain,
Whispering that I'm worthless, driving me insane.
I clutch the darkness like a weighted chain,
Familiar comfort in the pouring rain.
I’m lost inside this labyrinth of pain,
Praying for a sunrise to arrive again.

(Chorus)
This storm within, it fuels the rising tide,
Of bitterness and wounds I cannot hide.
I'm caught within its violent undertow,
Fighting just to breathe, fighting to let go.
Is there a lighthouse in this endless night?
Or am I destined to surrender to the fight?

(Bridge)
They say that time will heal, a soothing remedy,
But scars remain, a constant memory.
I search for strength, a flicker in the grey,
A reason to believe in a brighter day.
Maybe forgiveness is the only key,
To unlock the prison that's been holding me.

(Chorus)
This storm within, it fuels the rising tide,
Of bitterness and wounds I cannot hide.
I'm caught within its violent undertow,
Fighting just to breathe, fighting to let go.
Is there a lighthouse in this endless night?
Or am I destined to surrender to the fight?

(Outro)
The rain still falls, but a crack appears above,
A sliver of hope, a fragile, wounded love.
Maybe, just maybe, I can learn to mend,
And find a way for this torment to end.
The storm still rages, but I'll hold on tight,
And pray for dawn to break through the lonely night.
I'll pray for dawn to break, and bring the light.