Hollow Bleeding Heart

Описание: song by me
picture by me
lyrics
(Verse 1)
Pressure builds behind the eyes
A vacuum where the spirit lies
I try to speak, I try to call
But I feel my spine against the wall
It hurts so much to say your name
Without igniting the fuse and the flame
I’m a ghost in the frame of the picture
Trapped in the glass, trapped in the fiction.

(Pre-Chorus)
I don’t want you to see the blame inside
I’m holding it back, but it’s bleeding my eyes
I’m trying to stand, but the floor gives way
I’m just waiting for the end of the day.

(Chorus)
I can’t breathe, I can’t think, I can’t see
I’m just a shell of the wonder I used to be
I thought I was strong, but I was wrong
This pain is tearing me apart
I don’t know how much longer I can go on
I’m ripping myself right out of the cart
I can’t breathe, I can’t think, I can’t see.

(Verse 2)
My heart beats slow like a drum in the mud
A heavy rhythm of drowning blood
I’m trying to be the man that you need
But the monster inside is starting to feed
I don’t want to burden you with the weight
Of the hell that I’m walking through, the fire and the hate
I’m putting on a mask, I’m putting on a face
But I’m dying right here in this place.

(Pre-Chorus)
I don’t want you to know the damage done
I’m trying to be strong, but I’m the only one
Left in the ring to take the fall
And I can’t handle this, not at all.

(Chorus)
I can’t breathe, I can’t think, I can’t see
I’m just a shell of the wonder I used to be
I thought I was strong, but I was wrong
This pain is tearing me apart
I don’t know how much longer I can go on
I’m ripping myself right out of the cart
I can’t breathe, I can’t think, I can’t see.

(Bridge)
I need your help, but I don’t know how
To drag myself out of this heavy cloud
I don’t want you to know how much I’m in
It’s killing me softly from within
I can’t do this on my own
I’m standing in the wreckage, staring at the stone.

(Chorus)
I can’t breathe, I can’t think, I can’t see
I’m just a shell of the wonder I used to be
I thought I was strong, but I was wrong
This pain is tearing me apart
I don’t know how much longer I can go on
I’m ripping myself right out of the cart.

(Outro)
I can’t breathe...
I can’t think...
I can’t see.
I’m just a shell.
’m just a shell of the man I used to be.