10. Dragging These Days

Описание: [lyrics]
Woke up on the floor again
Same ceiling crack I’ve named my friend
Mug stain ghosts on the nightstand wood
Cold coffee
Still tastes like I should

Sink’s full
Brain’s full
Quiet feels so loud
Every thought a concrete shoe
Pulling me straight through the ground

I’ve been dragging these days like a dead weight chain
Sleeping with the curtains closed in my brain
But there’s a flicker in the static
Faint and thin
Tiny light fighting rust under the skin
Yeah
I’m learning how to breathe in the dark again

Missed calls
Open tabs
Unread words I’m scared to have
Stare at my reflection till it blurs
Ask it
“How did we end up here?” (yeah)

Take a shower just to feel the rain
Let the water spell out all my shame
Hands shake turning off the tap
But I’m still here
Guess there’s that

I’ve been dragging these days like a dead weight chain
Sleeping with the curtains closed in my brain
But there’s a flicker in the static
Faint and thin
Tiny light fighting rust under the skin
Yeah
I’m learning how to breathe in the dark again

Step by step
It’s not pretty
It’s not clean
Some days hope’s a rumor
Some days it’s a scream

I don’t glow
I don’t shine
I just make it through the night
But every morning that I crawl into
Is one more quiet
Stubborn fight (hey)

I’ve been dragging these days like a dead weight chain
Sleeping with the curtains closed in my brain
But there’s a flicker in the static
Faint and thin
Tiny light fighting rust under the skin
I’m learning how to breathe in the dark again
Yeah
I’m learning how to stay when the dark sinks in