WHO I WAS WITH YOU 🌻

Описание: #folkmusic #indiemusic #ambientmusic

An older song, re-worked

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Lyrics

I’ve been hitting that heavy bag lately
just to feel something move that isn’t me.
Gloves on tight, right shoulder aching,
heartbeat settles, but the thoughts don’t leave.

I stepped back before anything happened,
told myself I was guarding what’s left of me.
Said things colder than I ever felt,
and let you fill the gaps in me.

When the room gets quiet
I don’t miss you
I miss who I was with you
It’s not the silence
it’s how small I become
without you

I wish I’d moved slower with you
not trying to prove I was still alive
not turning every spark into a promise
just letting something stay small and kind
I still think about how we talked
how I only breathe like that when I’m seen

When the room gets quiet
I don’t miss you
I miss who I was with you
It’s not the silence
it’s who I turn into
without you

I didn’t message after things went quiet
I couldn’t survive you not writing back
Every beginning feels heavier now
like time is leaning on my back

I don’t miss us
I miss who I was becoming
before I ran from it

When the room gets quiet
I don’t miss you
I miss who I was with you
It’s not the silence
it’s how small I become
without you

I didn’t want silence to hold the ending
but I don’t have the strength to try again
If I’m grieving now, it’s not for what we were
it’s for the version of me I never let live

Maybe next time
I’ll stay long enough
to mean something.