alexandra udinov | elastic heart

Описание: please watch in 720p. song info at the end of the video.

"My father was gunned down in front of me when I was thirteen years old. I was sold into slavery but I lived. I came out a drug addict but I got clean. I've killed dangerous man and I've watched people I loved die in my arms. You wanna know what I am? I'm a survivor"

I am utterly in love with this quote even though I could not manage to fit it into the video; I mean, I did, but then I changed the song and I didn't anymore. Just how fascinating is that, uh?
But anyway, so this is another one of those videos that just sort of happened. I saw this incredibly mindblowing video to this song a few days ago (   • elastic heart | juliette barnes.  ) and I kept rewatching it a) because of its awesomeness and b) because I am a bit obsessed with Nashville, you guys should really watch Nashville, you will not regret it. And today I just opened vegas and this happened. I had another half finished Alex video that I started a couple months ago and couldn't bring myself to finish, but I ended up just making this one from scratch and I do realize that it is utterly similar in the style and just everything to that Juliette one and I hope that's okay with Brooke :3

Mine kinda sucks anyway, I think I have lost the ability to vid. I wasn't even sure whether to upload it or not but then, Alex was, is, will always be probably my very favourite character, and I really wanted to make a video after pushes tears away the finale, which btw, I don't think my brain has really comprehended that it will never see any new Nikita footage ever, unless some miracle worker can find a way to make a film happen. The minute I do realize my favourite show is really over, I might just have a mental breakdown, as flawless as that episode was. Actually, there was the one flaw, that I think I pointed out already which was the lack of a proper Nalex hug but the real one single flaw of the show was being on the CW. But let us not get into that because I'll ramble boring ramblings that nobody wants to read. :p

Suffice to say, I'm not too fond of this video but I am really fond of Alex, so here you go. Also, I tried to make a proper character video, without my usual predilection for Nalex scenes, and I even used Salex scenes in a none-negative way, because so much as I dislike him, he undeniably was the biggest love interest for Alex on the show, and he wasn't all bad, there was a short period of time at the end of season 2 when he could have been even good for her. Although as you might know I do only ship Owen with her and believe they were oh so perfect for each other; I am so sad that the writers never got to explore their connection more but they did their best with the few episodes that they were given and at least they got as close to an endgame as they could get.


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