This Is What Dealing With Anxiety Feels Like!

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Directed by Zaid Tabani : @Zaidtmusic
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[Lyrics]

[Verse 1]
I recall when I seen my bro pick up that pipe, what a night/
so many thoughts like I really wonder what thats like but fuck that life/
try to forget but it all rewinds, I think about it all the time/
Cause if I woulda stopped you then man maybe now we'd all be fine/
god, feels like the fault is mine, now I gotta see momma cry/
know I coulda done more for you but id forward you when youd call my line/
cause I had to chase my dreams, so I had to get my gears shifting/
it sucks cause you got me into this rap thing you should be right here with me/
but it feels like we're drifting further apart as time keeps ticking/
its wrong and since you been gone it feels like something inside me's missing/
i drown in tears, whenever i think about these years/
hope you know that without you here/ I'm

[Hook 8x]
having trouble breathing in
having trouble breathing in
Im having trouble breathing in
having trouble breathing in

[Verse 2]
All of the good friends that I had in life are all mad how i move/
cause rather than reach for the phone i'd reach for the stars i hadda try to/
i was an asshole, cause whenever we made plans I'd cancel/
I was inside writing raps and I just couldnt handle both because that's a handful/
I lost the old friends that i made it seems cause of chasing dreams/
and friendships like that i wont get back cause you cant replace them things/
hope everything is okay with you, know everything is okay with me/
I really pray that you're staying true and becoming everything you aimed to be/
we shouldnt have end like that and I cant even pretend im back/
still got a long way to go man you already know i gotta get my plaques/ but
you're still a friend to me, i think about it excessively/
im just drowning inside these memories/ and

[Hook 8x]
having trouble breathing in
having trouble breathing in
Im having trouble breathing in
having trouble breathing in

[Verse 3]
I sacrificed so much, everyone always said dont rush/
didnt slow down cause i didnt know how now theres so many things i regret letting go of/
and no one can help, its like i feel feelings that no one has felt/
i let go of all the things i loved, fuck and even let go of myself/
let go of my friends let go of my fam and even let go of my brother/
shit is all bad cause when we cross paths its like we dont know one and another/
memories they dont leave me at all, i dont wana think about the things that I lost/
before i break down i try sleeping it off, but/

[Hook 8x]
having trouble breathing in
having trouble breathing in
Im having trouble breathing in
having trouble breathing in