last wish / qi xuan

Описание: I’m on my way to Bydgoszcz

Duuude I tried a more electronic style and I don’t know what to think. The art and MV took a long long time to finish and it’s still kind of half assed. I hope you like it! The song itself was an interesting experience with adding more weird synths (you can’t hear them at all). Excited to share it with you all though! The train ass song

Lyrics:
Left on read again
My shadow contrasts the sun
I cover my eyes
Looking up at the sky
Ignore the sounds
As i listen to this song play
Over and over again
We both know how this ends
My phone rings again
Won’t be picking up today
Battery running low
Consider letting me go
Am I your pastime of some sort?
Of no meaning, not at all
Is there a way I can recall your real name?

Hey, lend a hand, won’t you?
‘Cause I guess I never knew
Hey, I’m beaten black and blue
By your words I assumed I outgrew

How long does it take for a train to depart
If the tracks are long gone and the fuel ran out?
Now that all texts are archived and the times are too hard
Maybe we’ll both find ourselves falling apart
How long does it take for a boy to grow up
If his heart has been shattered, exactly like mine?
How far do I have to walk, chasing your back
Just to see you smile sincerely?

He’s so far ahead
Yet frankly I can’t act scared
I’ll pretend I never cared
Finally I know who’s gone instead
I wonder if you knew
These people won’t make you feel something new
Why are you looking so askew?

Hey, lend a hand, won’t you?
‘Cause I guess I never knew
Hey, I’m beaten black and blue
By the only shit words I was so sure I outgrew

How long does it take for a train to depart
If the tracks are long gone and the fuel ran out?
Now that us motherfuckers see where we went mad
Maybe we’ll both find ourselves falling apart
How long does it take for a boy to grow up
If his heart has been rotten from the very start?
How far do I have to walk, chasing your back
Just to see a glance toward my eyes?

You’ll have to drag me out rolling in the mud
Screaming, kicking, all covered in blood
I keep trying to talk sense to myself and to you
Though I’m afraid
I’ll lose you too but all I hear’s a helpless yell

Will you ever pull me up during my fall?
Would you stay here till the end of the world?
If I left would you hurt and miss me at all?
Guess it’s not meant for me to find out

How long does it take for a life to be lost
If the reason to stay has been faked all along
Now that i’ve made my choice, let’s make one last wish
I want my thoughts of you to be gone and perish

How long does it take for a train to depart
If the tracks are repaired and the fuel’s been add
As I see the train coming my way I find
Perhaps it was a bad idea from the very start

How long does it take for a life to be saved
If you’ve changed up your mind and it’s not yet too late
How far do I have to go, sacrifice my very being
Just for you to turn away from me

You’ll have to drag me out coughing out the mud
I can’t stand that my lungs are full of blood
though I tried to believe in the senseless things you said
I was afraid
i’ll lose you too but all I lost was myself