【ANRI】BETTER OFF WITHOUT YOU 【SynthV Original】

Описание: a song about being in a toxic relationship and being aware of it, but enduring it to satisfy the other person and just for the sake of a relationship.

sorry for the long break, i have a lot of songs i called "finished" but as time passed i thought they needed mastering. still haven't done that though.
I have some songs that only need a MV so i might upload more soon but idk because my motivation lost with procrastination oh well
anyways that's it, hope you like the song!

Lyrics:
that evening your grin seemed like a curse
nocturnal lights omit my eyes
in the woods i dance upon your loss
feel thirst, i yearn for you to fall

our vile promises make me want you more
with a knife in my hand, let the servility end
bring back all the words that you had to leave unsaid
please don’t make us separate just yet

now i’m better off without you and i cry out my own name
‘cause i fear i will forget it some other damn day
i embrace the last moment i know of us together
but the grip is too tight, and there’s a backstabber in sight
now i’m better off without you, how frantic of me to think
we could ever get along, we could get the chance to glimpse
you still call me sweetheart, and i still call you dull
now i'm very sure that i used to be a fool

you showed me that i desire to become
insanely subservient, your eerily loyal slave
you brought back the words you could’ve left unsaid
even after all you’ve done, i wish to stay beside

please take me with you
to the bottom of the world, to the bottom of your core
i’m waiting to be unbearably deceased
so i can scatter my needs

now i’m better off without you so i should be quite okay
but i fear you will return once more and leave me again
i should toss the last souvenir i kept of us together
but the grief is too tough so i still have it at my core

now i’m better off without you and i cry out my own name
‘cause i fear i will forget it some other damn day
i embrace the last moment i know of us together
but the grip is too tight, and there’s a backstabber in sight
now i’m better off without you, how frantic of me to think
we could ever get along, we could get the chance to live
you still call me sweetheart, and i still call you null
my hollow vessel can’t withstand your soul