I loved her and she died - Rest in Peace Avi ♥

Описание: Thursday to Friday the 1 april 2016, Avi slept away in my arms in the clinic. She got a colic in the morning and I called the vet, she had cramps and so the vet gave her buscopan. It became better and in the evening it started getting worse. Avi had so much pain, she tried to lay down every time and it was so hard to get her standing right up. The stable owner put the trailer on and the vet came a second time and he announced us in the hospital. The vet gave avi again some pain killer for the drive to the hospital. Avi went into the trailer and whe drived to the hospital where they tried everything but Avi´s bowl stopped working and risked to die off. Her neck was swollen so much and she had an injury in her airways, she had problems to breathe. She couldn´t stand right because she had so much pain. Late in the evening, we decided to put her to sleep finally so she didn´t has to have much more pain. I broke down and started crying, i screamed as hard as i could, my entire life, my love was gone. It was sooo hard for me to take this decision but as you can see in the video, avi had so much pain. It was the best for her. I always wanted the best for her..
She slept away in my arms and I kissed her goodbye and told her about all the beautiful things, we´ve done.. Sleep well babygirl♥

Thank you mummy for being there for me in this awful moment, thank you for being there for Avi..
Thank you to my wonderfl vet, who tried everything to held Avi alive..
Thank you to my best friend, which was there for me and Avi, when we needed her the most..
Thank you to the hospital and the team, you were so sensitive and human, thank you for trying everything to stop Avi from suffering..

Even though, Avi didn´t made it.. Baby, i love you, I always will. Thank you for those 10 wonderful years with you, our ups and downs. You were the greatest teacher I could ever wish for. Now you can run free on the evergreen meadows.. Be free little star♥ We will meet again, I promise ♥

audio by sabethxshagall ❤