[EMO RAP] BLACK DAWNFALL - STILL BREATHING, SOMEHOW (ASHTRAY GOSPEL)

Описание: Ashtray Gospel is a confessional told through smoke — tracing the slow burn from ritual and denial to guilt, withdrawal, and fragile survival. Across ten tracks, it follows a soul trying to feel holy while self-destructing, wrestling with faith, addiction, and the fear of sobriety. There’s no clean redemption here — just the quiet miracle of still breathing, somehow.
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[LYRICS]:
[Intro]
Yeah
Didn’t plan this far
Still here though

[Verse 1]
First drag felt like home in the dead of night
Lit it for my nerves, thought I found the light
Ritual comfort turned routine quick
Wasn’t chasing highs, just trying to exist
Maintenance days, counting just enough
Called it control while I went numb
Then the smoke talked back when I was alone
Mind got hostile, room felt close
Thought everyone left, maybe I pushed
Didn’t know my head could turn on me like this

[Chorus]
I’m still breathing, somehow
Didn’t win, just stayed around
Through the haze, through the doubt
I didn’t lose today — that’s how
I’m still breathing, somehow
No peace found, no solid ground
Just a heart that didn’t quit
When it almost shut down

[Verse 2]
Pain showed up when the drugs don’t
Hands shake when I tell the truth now
Coughing up my past in the sink
Every lie coming out too loud
Ashes on the floor don’t lie to me
Being clear feels louder than being high
Didn’t want the drugs, wanted silence
Got awareness instead — no disguise

[Chorus 2]
I’m still breathing, somehow
Even when the quiet’s violent now
Tomorrow scares me, I won’t pretend
But I made it to the end of this night again
I’m still breathing, somehow
Not healed, just here, just found
If survival’s all I got
Then survival’s enough right now

[Outro]
Last cigarette, probably
Didn’t swear change, just honesty
I didn’t win, I just didn’t lose
Still scared of what tomorrow’ll do
No clean ending, no reply
Just breath in, breath out — I’m alive
Yeah… I’m still breathing
Somehow
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[Merging my writen lyrics with the vocals and instrumentals made with AI creativity :)]
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