[EMO RAP] BLACK DAWNFALL - VOICES IN THE SMOKE (ASHTRAY GOSPEL)

Описание: Ashtray Gospel is a confessional told through smoke — tracing the slow burn from ritual and denial to guilt, withdrawal, and fragile survival. Across ten tracks, it follows a soul trying to feel holy while self-destructing, wrestling with faith, addiction, and the fear of sobriety. There’s no clean redemption here — just the quiet miracle of still breathing, somehow.
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[LYRICS]:
[Intro]
Yeah
3:17 again
Room still smells like yesterday
I swear it’s watching me

[Chorus]
Smoke thicker when I’m alone, yeah it knows my name
Walls feel close, like they breathing when I inhale pain
I swear the room is breathing back at me
Every shadow got a voice and it sounds like me
Everybody left, now my mind stay hostile
I talk to myself through the haze, that’s the cycle
Smoke thicker when I’m alone, can’t you see?
Yeah, the voices in the smoke keep talking to me

[Verse 1]
Maintenance dose turned into isolation
Same routine, now it’s mental degradation
Phone on silent, don’t trust the vibration
Every “you good?” feel like an interrogation
I don’t open up, I board it shut
Every friend feel temporary, every bond feel cut
I replay convos, dissect the tone
Did they mean that? Or am I alone?
Ashtray full, like my thoughts overflow
Burnt filters look like skulls in a row
I don’t feel safe in my own damn head
Even silence feel like something I said

[Pre-Chorus]
Heart on defense, no witnesses
I don’t know what’s real, I just coexist
I swear I hear it when the flame gets low
Something whispering, “you already know”

[Chorus]
Smoke thicker when I’m alone, yeah it knows my name
Walls feel close, like they breathing when I inhale pain
I swear the room is breathing back at me
Every shadow got a voice and it sounds like me
Everybody left, now my mind stay hostile
I talk to myself through the haze, that’s the cycle
Smoke thicker when I’m alone, can’t you see?
Yeah, the voices in the smoke keep talking to me

[Verse 2]
Used to numb it just to feel okay
Now I numb it just to keep away
From the thoughts that tell me I’m a waste
From the past that won’t stay in its place
I don’t trust smiles, I don’t trust love
I don’t trust peace when it shows up
Every laugh feel like a setup
Every promise feel like “not enough”
Mirror talks back when I stare too long
Says “you knew this was coming all along”
I don’t feel high, I feel watched
Like my own brain calling the cops

[Pre-Chorus]
Every sound got a double meaning
Every thought feel like it’s scheming
I know I’m spiraling slow
But I keep lighting up like I don’t

[Chorus]
Smoke thicker when I’m alone, yeah it knows my name
Walls feel close, like they breathing when I inhale pain
I swear the room is breathing back at me
Every shadow got a voice and it sounds like me
Everybody left, now my mind stay hostile
I talk to myself through the haze, that’s the cycle
Smoke thicker when I’m alone, can’t you see?
Yeah, the voices in the smoke keep talking to me

[Bridge]
First drag felt like home
Maintenance kept me afloat
Now I don’t even feel alone
‘Cause the smoke won’t leave me alone
It tells me don’t trust anyone
It tells me this is what I’ve become
I don’t know if it’s me or the drugs
But the line between them’s done

[Breakdown]
Did they leave… or did I push?
Did I choose this… or just look?
Every thought feel crooked now
Even calm feels like a countdown

[Final Chorus / Outro]
Smoke thicker when I’m alone, yeah it fills the space
I talk to ghosts with my eyes half-closed, ash on my face
I swear the room is breathing back at me
Every voice sound familiar, every fear feels deep
Everybody gone, now my mind’s my rival
I lost the plot just tryna stay stable
Smoke thicker when I’m alone, honestly
If nobody’s here… why’s it so loud in me?
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[Merging my writen lyrics with the vocals and instrumentals made with AI creativity :)]
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