The Hunger | Narcissist Psychology Song

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In this song I capture the mind of a narcissist from it base need to how it is expressed by the Narcissist.

Look at me, look at me, tell me that I matter
Tell me I'm the only one, tell me I'm the latter
To all the ones who came before, the ones who shine so bright
I need to be the brightest, I need to own the night
Every room I walk into, I'm counting all the stares
If one pair of eyes looks away, I feel it everywhere

And I don't know why I'm empty
I don't know why I'm cold
I have everything they tell me
Should make me feel worth more than gold

But I am not enough, I am not enough
No matter what I gather, no matter what I clutch
I build my throne higher, I scream a little louder
But the silence underneath is getting harder to cover
I am not enough, I am not enough
And I would burn the whole world down to prove that I am love

I told them I'd been tested, I told them I was clean
I told them I was normal, I told them what they mean
Is nothing, they know nothing, they don't know me at all
I'm special, I'm exceptional, I'll never fall
And when they try to tell me that the scale goes up and down
I laugh and say I don't know what they're saying, with a frown

'Cause if I stop and look inside
What might I find there?
A child who just wanted to be seen
Before the armor and the glare

I am not enough, I am not enough
No matter what I gather, no matter what I clutch
I build my throne higher, I scream a little louder
But the silence underneath is getting harder to cover
I am not enough, I am not enough
And I would burn the whole world down to prove that I am love

Every comment is a mirror
Every criticism is a knife
Every person who's not looking
Is stealing part of my life
I need you to need me
I need you to see
That without your attention
There's no version of me

I have followers by millions, I have money, I have fame
I have everything they tell me makes you someone, makes a name
And still I wake up shaking in the middle of the night
Reaching for my phone to see if I'm still in the light
The likes, they are my heartbeat, the views, they are my breath
Without them I am nothing, I am worth less than death

I am not enough, I am not enough
No matter what I gather, no matter what I clutch
I built my throne higher, I screamed a little louder
And the silence underneath is a devouring cloud
I am not enough, I am not enough
And I have burned the whole world down
And I'm still not enough

The lips move but no one hears me now
The lips move but no one hears me now
I'm alone
I'm alone
With all my specialness
Alone