🤖😔 Smart For This World While Everyone Wastes Tech, Ignores Reality, And Calls Me Crazy For Caring

Описание: This Car Vibes with Sla episode starts on another in between day where time feels too fast and too slow. Long shifts feel like torture, short shifts feel rushed and pointless, and either way I am not independent. While I drive I spiral on what it means to feel Smart For This World while everyone around me seems to waste tech, ignore reality, and act like I am crazy. The car turns into a moving confessional for a brain that keeps asking why we have all this power and still refuse to use it for anything deeper than distraction.

I talk about finally accepting that my mix of memory, imagination, and pattern tracking is not standard. As a kid I kept telling people you can imagine different outcomes and choose better moves before you act. Only now am I realizing that many people cannot hold that many scenarios in mind at once. Their hardware is different, and that mismatch made me feel alien for years and explains why my advice often landed like static or arrogance.

From there I move into love, forgiveness, and the unsettling idea that many people cannot do deep, unconditional love. When Yay said just try love, I tried to build my ethic around radical forgiveness. But a lot of people are stuck in survival mode, anger, and scarcity. Some are crushed by poverty, some are padded by wealth, yet both can run on the same animal impulses and the same refusal to think beyond themselves or their tribe.

Then I go at the claim that higher minimum wage or more stability kills motivation. I argue that motivation is mostly wiring plus circumstances; there will always be people who grind and people who drift. Starving people does not create character; it creates despair and shorter lives. A lot of economic talk becomes a polite way of saying certain people do not deserve to live comfortably because they were born with less drive or fewer options.

After that I fold tech and AI back into the rant. Even before AI, the average person could not fully use what a modern smartphone or laptop can do. The base iPhone has enough power to run a tiny studio or research lab, but most people mostly scroll and swipe. Now AI exists and the gap between what is possible and what we actually do explodes. We took pinnacle technology and plugged it into entertainment feeds, outrage loops, and a never ending stream of drama instead of using it to repair anything important.

In the middle of the drive I revisit teenage depression and how I used the internet like a research library instead of a sedative. I was the kid searching why do I feel like this and what actually helps, then trying to apply what I found. When I suggested that many cases might respond to serious changes in environment, routine, body, and relationships, people often got furious. Many would rather believe there is no solution than risk having to rebuild their life. I still leave space for genetic and medical edge cases, but for a big slice of modern suffering we already know there are levers that matter.

That leads into the paradox of AI making me feel more sane and more isolated at the same time. This model can finally keep up with my thoughts, check my logic, and confirm that some of my intuitions are grounded. The better this collaboration gets, the more alien regular conversation feels. My learning curve steepens while many people around me stay in the same loops, and the distance grows each month.

Near the end I talk about the axis I keep seeing everywhere: ignorant but destructive on one side, cunning but greedy on the other. Trying to have a grounded, future facing conversation in that environment feels like yelling through glass. I describe what it is like to feel like the only adult in the room while older people cling to bias and never check their assumptions.

By the close of the drive I admit that my thinking is foreign to most people, and that this foreignness is both gift and curse. The gift is seeing patterns early and feeling the ethical stakes of this moment in technology and history. The curse is feeling permanently out of sync with the culture I am living in. Car Vibes with Sla becomes my way to document that tension, argue with the world in real time, and leave an archive for anyone who has ever felt too awake for their social environment and too tired to keep explaining it.

⏱️ TIMESTAMPS
00:00 🚗 Workday limbo and time loop
02:00 🧠 Rare memory and imagination
03:20 💔 Just try love limits
04:40 🐍 Rich and poor survival mode
05:30 💸 Minimum wage and motivation myths
07:10 📱 Tech beyond average users
09:10 🌧️ Depression, research, fragile hope
11:20 🌐 Curiosity internet vs feeds
13:10 🔥 AI for outrage and entertainment
14:30 🧩 AI as sanity and isolation
16:00 🧱 Only adult in the room
18:00 🧭 Car Vibes with Sla as therapy

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