Sos she’s in disguise (Gacha edit) vent?

Описание: I’m tired I’m really tired

My mother wants me to be something I’m not

She places a light on my like I’m the golden child

She compares my sisters to me which I hate
I tell her not to all the time
But she still does

She wants me to be what she wanted

Like I’m her perfect vision on what she can mood a child into

Forget about the others

My sisters can be who they want with out my mother saying no
But when it comes to me

The amount of times she’s denyed belittled and shamed me out of what I want to be

I can’t count it all

I wanted to be a fashion designer since I was a child
But my mother wanted me to be a police officer

I hated the idea I told her no so many times
Yet she would put on a reason for me not to carry on with my dream

I caved in and now I might work for the government kind of police related
I didn’t really want to but I’m tired of fighting

There’s only so much I can’t put up with

And yes others may say don’t listen to her carry on with ur dreams she can’t control you

I know she can’t I’ve tried fighting but fighting for so many years takes it tole on you

I’m stubborn but I just can’t when it comes to my mother no matter how hard I try she always has the last word

I’m the only kid she does this to out of 3 and I don’t understand why

Maybe it’s because my sisters both have disabilities like adhd the oldest has a list of them
But there both perfectly capable human beings yet for some reason
I have to carry out her wishes

I hope she doesn’t see this though as I don’t want to talk about it seriously

She watches my videos but I just don’t want her to see it