ELLZ-WHEN I THINK (FREESTYLE)

Описание: (Intro)
Yeah…
3 a.m., phone glowin’
Thoughts loud as hell
its Ellz…

(Verse 1)
When I think, I don’t sleep, I just pace the floor
Demons talkin’ in my head, sayin’ chase the score
I done gave my heart out, they done took some more
Now I lock that shit up, put a brace on doors
I was broke, now they love me, that shit funny though
Same ones doubtin’ my name tryna come and go
I been movin’ real quiet, watchin’ karma float
They be cappin’ on the net, I just let it go
I miss the girl that knew me ‘fore the hunger hit
Before the ego grew fangs and my temper flipped
She say I’m toxic now, I say the world did this
Too many nights feelin’ empty, so I filled it with
Liquor, late drives, city lights blur
Heart cold, but my mind still warm to her
I say I’m fine, but that’s just a word
Truth is I been hurt, yeah, more than a word

(Hook)
When I think, I think too much, I don’t say enough
Pour another cup, yeah, I’m faded up
Love turn to lust, trust turn to dust
Everybody want me now, shit, wait your turn, what?
When I think, I replay shit I should forget
Texts I never sent, yeah, I regret
Tryna drown the noise but it’s screaming in my head
When I think… yeah, that’s when it get dangerous

(Verse 2)
I been fuckin’ with my pride, that’s my biggest flaw
Say I’m over shit, but I still miss her calls
I don’t chase, but if I did, I’d break the law
For a moment when the pain didn’t hit this hard
Everybody say I changed, yeah, I had to
Same heart, just armored up like a tattoo
I don’t trust easy, shit, that’s factual
Too many smiles hidin’ blades, that’s the bad truth
Money talk louder than my feelings now
Bank account healthy, but I’m healing now
I done learned silence say a million vows
They don’t hear you when you broke, but they listen now
I be talkin’ to God, then I sin again
Tell myself “last time,” then I spin again
Circle gettin’ smaller, yeah, I trimmed the ends
If you ain’t ridin’ for Ellz, don’t pretend to be friends

(Hook)
When I think, I think too much, I don’t say enough
Pour another cup, yeah, I’m faded up
Love turn to lust, trust turn to dust
Everybody want me now, shit, wait your turn, what?
When I think, I replay shit I should forget
Texts I never sent, yeah, I regret
Tryna drown the noise but it’s screaming in my head
When I think… yeah, that’s when it get dangerous

(Outro)
When I think, I see the old me in the rearview
Still runnin’ from the past like it can’t find you
If I make it out this pain, I’ma shine too
Until then, I just think… yeah… I just think