The Scarf Curtain

Описание: I'm sorry love I locked the door
barricaded on the floor
realized too late the room I chose
was parents bed where silence grows
and I apologize for the pool
concrete dry and day was cool
I didn't enter inside you
didn't do what lovers do
didn't wake the neighbors up
didn't fill the empty cup

sorry princess for the knee
broken at the party spree
but the hardest wound to seal
was the trust I couldn't feel
never wanted to do you harm
just wanted to keep you warm

But I had demons in my head
skeletons beneath the bed
my biggest fear was letting down
the only angel in this town
so between a scream and whisper low
I chose the silence and let it go
yeah I chose the silence and let it go

sorry baby for the scarf
hung it like a curtain half
did you think I want you to see
the wreckage that was left of me
and I apologize for the rain
in the shower hiding pain
when water mixes with the tears
it looks like washing away the fears
looks like Im fine and you dont know
just how far down I had to go

Sorry princess for that week
When your self-esteem was feeling weak
faking breath and sitting there
on your fathers office chair
but you said I gave my body cheap
that you were the best that I could keep
said if you knew my history
you never would be here with me

But I had demons in my head
skeletons beneath the bed
my biggest fear was letting down
the only angel in this town
so between a scream and whisper low
I chose the silence and let it go
yeah I chose the silence and let it go

𝙒𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙣 𝙗𝙮 𝙎𝙚𝙧𝙜𝙞𝙤 𝙄𝙜𝙣𝙖𝙯𝙞𝙤 𝙇𝙖 𝙑𝙚𝙡𝙖 © 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟲