Ten Years of Loving an Addict - A Mother's Story (Folk Ballad)

Описание: A mother's grief song for parents watching their child battle addiction. This AI folk ballad tells the story of 10 years of loving a son through addiction, from age 12 to 22. For mothers who survived the fire. #grief #addiction #recovery #mentalhealth #caregiverburnout #alanon
"Ten long years, a living hell" - If you've traced the lines upon your face from years of worry, this song is for you.

🎵 This ballad captures:
• The "before" child you remember vs. the "now" you're living
• Maternal grief for a child who's still alive (ambiguous loss)
• The physical toll of addiction caregiving
• Silent fear replacing laughter
• The resilience of mothers who refuse to quit

💙 For mothers navigating:
• Al-Anon/Nar-Anon support groups
• Compassion fatigue and caregiver burnout
• Loving an addict while protecting yourself
• The decade-long marathon of addiction recovery
• Grief that has no closure

Created entirely by AI:
• Suno AI - Folk composition with violin and acoustic guitar
• VEO 3 - Visual storytelling
• CoalHeart - "Songs for women who survived the fire"
This isn't just music - it's a witness to your pain. You're not alone in this endless fight.
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✦ CHAPTERS ✦
0:00 Violin Intro
0:24 Verse 1
1:10 Chorus
2:02 Verse 2
2:48 Chorus
3:40 Bridge
3:55 Final Chorus

🎵 Lyrics:[verse]
The calendar turns slow and worn,
Fifty-nine years on this earth I've borne,
My boy, he's twenty-two today,
Ten years since he lost his way,
I trace the lines upon my face,
Each one a memory of this painful race,
From hopeful dreams to endless plight,
Lost in the shadows of the night,
[chorus]
Oh, ten long years, a living hell,
A story only my heart can tell,
Watching you fade, a constant ache,
For goodness sake, my spirit breaks,
I remember the child you used to be,
Before this darkness swallowed thee,
My weary eyes still search for light,
Through ten years of this endless fight,
[verse]
I recall the sweet boy of twelve,
Before the world became your cell,
The laughter ringing, bright and clear,
Now replaced by silent fear,
Each phone call sends a shiver down,
Another promise scattered ‘round,
I’ve walked these floors, cried these tears,
Fighting off a mother's fears,
[chorus]
Oh, ten long years, a living hell,
A story only my heart can tell,
Watching you fade, a constant ache,
For goodness' sake, my spirit breaks,
I remember the child you used to be,
Before this darkness swallowed thee,
My weary eyes still search for light,
Through ten years of this endless fight,
[bridge]
They tell me I know what you need,
To dart this fire, you always fear at me,
They tell me I know what you need,
To dart this fire, you always fear at me,
[verse]
They tell me I know what you need,
To dart this fight,
Oh, ten long years,
A living hell,
A story only my heart can tell,
Watching you fade,
A constant ache,
For goodness sake,
My spirit breaks,
[verse]
I remember the child you used to be,
before this darkness swallowed thee,
my weary eyes still search for light,
through ten years of this endless fight,
#motherhood #addictionrecovery #heartbreaksongs