My Pain, my Hate

Описание: Bite marks on my own tongue
I taste every word I never said
Claw marks in my bedroom door
From the nights I wrestled with my head

My pain fuels my hate
I keep feeding it my scars
Every cut
Every shake
Turns to teeth around my heart
I tried to bury what I break
But it burns
It burns
It stays
My pain fuels my hate
And my hate lights all my days (yeah)

I stitched a smile with crooked thread
Pulled it tight till my jaw went numb
You called it "strong
" you called it "brave"
You never heard the war drum in my blood

My pain fuels my hate
I keep feeding it my scars
Every cut
Every shake
Turns to teeth around my heart
I tried to bury what I break
But it burns
It burns
It stays
My pain fuels my hate
And my hate lights all my days (all my days)

If I let go
What’s left of me?
Take the fire out
Do I still breathe?
If I forgive
Do I disappear? (disappear)
Or finally see it clear?

My pain fuels my hate
I keep feeding it my scars
Every cut
Every shake
Turns to teeth around my heart
I’m so tired of what I make
Of the hurt you left in me
My pain fuels my hate
But I swear it won’t be
The end of me (end of me)