Impossible to remember

Описание: Hello everyone and welcome back again to my channel!

I've been a little more quiet than usual but there are reasons for my behaviour. I really wanna focus on music, singing and writing lyrics and that's why I vanished here and there...

This song is a collaboration with my friend Carsten who composed the music while I wrote the lyrics and sung all the vocals. Maybe you can guess or imagine that it's a deep and sad song and maybe some of you will feel the words I've chosen. Here are the lyrics:

The canopy still looks the same
Like countless years ago
And every road still has its name
In winter clouds weep snow

It seems like nothing would have changed
Appearances deceive
Things fall apart to rearrange
And breakups can relieve

Something floats through time and space
A ghostly part of me
I've struggled on too many ways
And could not longer see

That maybe good things hide somewhere
Like jewels inside a stone
I've learnt most people do not care
And I'm addicted to be alone

How does happiness feel?
I only know the word
How long need wounds to heal?
When will it stop to hurt?

Impossible to remember
The brightness sun once brought
While I start to surrender
Ice and rocks fill my heart

I'm counting hours day by day
And try to find some joyfulness
It doesn't exist on my way
It is not meant for me I guess

So tell me why should I stay here
When all these years were always grey
And no one dried a falling tear
There is just nothing more to say

I notice what's surrounding me
Beauty everywhere
A corralled mind wants to break free
And escape toxic air

To crash someone doesn't need much
An unwise word it takes
And not even one gentle touch
Could ever cure what's caused through hate

My smile is just a memory
An echo in my head
I push people away from me
Trust is something I still regret

I've changed to save myself from you
And hide what's down below
There is not more that I could do
That' why I pack my bags and go

How does happiness feel?
I only know the word
How long need wounds to heal?
When will it stop to hurt?

Impossible to remember
The brightness sun once brought
While I start to surrender
Ice and rocks fill my heart

I'm counting hours day by day
And try to find some joyfulness
It doesn't exist on my way
It is not meant for me I guess

So tell me why should I stay here
When all these years were always grey
And no one dried a falling tear
There is just nothing more to say

I hope you'll enjoy the song and its mood. I'm really looking forward to read your comments.

*Many thanks go out to the artists of Pixabay who allow to use their short videos for other projects. I estimate that really much and don't take it for granted. That's why I'm meanwhile also a part of this great community and share photos, videos and songs there. Feel free to follow the link:

https://pixabay.com/de/users/aura__in...

You can also send me a message to: [email protected]

#ambient #ambientmusic #sad #sadmusic #auraindigo #auraindigomusic #voice #emotions #feelings #heartfelt #heartfeltmusic #brokenheart #sadnes #deep #deepfeels #dream #dreamsound #chillout #chilloutmusic