Hope & Regret - A Personal Orchestration

Описание: This project was initially just a quick experimental with a meme that I was going to compose for just like an hour. However, ideas soon came flooding in, inspirations about the idea of letting go and now with a lot of good friends I know sharing the same general struggle. This is track is about the idea of trying to move on from the past but is made much harder due to past regrets which you can't get out off, and the mistakes that causes negative feelings like self-doubt, depression, and unable to let go of the past, but then there's still the hope of change, the future, your true potential. Even if it is very slight, even if it is dim, it is the key to allowing yourself, telling yourself that you are better than this, you CAN change and be a much better person than what you beat yourself up for. I present to you storyline track with this idea. I sincerely hope everyone enjoys it!

Lyrics are of course, fictional.

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Lyrics:
(The struggle to let go)
Where do we find,
The Shelter that I need to feel anything?

I know I'm insane,
But this is the drive I need to push on. Though,

Time is ticking, Hope now fading
With my blood and tears just staining my own home.

But the world of dreams relies on me,
To slay these doubts and restore the will to-

Let go of the Past..


(Your mind isolating you)
Hunger, Terror, Horrors, Bloodshed.
I can't get them off my head! Oh,

Cries for help are all but useless.
When you're pawns to the hungry demons!

Torture, Torment, Suffer, Shatter.
I've had lies I couldn't handle!

Death knows no bounds and it seeks me..
With Regret now eating through my Soul!


(The courage and hope allowing you to let go)
Free me from their grasp!
As I let go of the past!

Oh my mind tells me that,
I'm now free of regrets!

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Photo Background: https://unsplash.com/photos/MDBojqzl7Mg

Vocals created with Synthesizer V's Mai voicebank.
SynthesizerV: https://dreamtonics.com/en/synthesizerv/

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All Programs used:
DAW: FL Studio 21 All Plugins
Main Thumbnail and video background editor: Canva
Link: https://www.canva.com/
Additional photo editor: Fotor Editor
Link: https://www.fotor.com/photo-editor-ap...
Video editor: Shotcut
Download Link: https://shotcut.org/
2nd Video editor: FL Studio's inbuilt ZgameEditor Visualizer
Time spent: ~33 hours

Effect author credits:
Youlean Peak Shapes - Youlean
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Tags: #orchestra #music #synthv #synthesizerv