834 Days Since We Met And Only One Regret(You Not Being Here in My Life Right Now)

Описание: Luna,
834 days ago today, we met.
I don’t think either of us knew what that moment would become. You were fully shut in, protecting yourself from a world that taught you it wasn’t safe to stay. And I was scared too — but instead of hiding it, I chose to show you everything: my past, my wounds, my vulnerabilities, the parts of me nobody ever sees. Not to impress you. Not to be strong. Just to prove one thing clearly: I was safe.
We started as two broken people in dark times, just trying to survive. Two strangers talking through nights that felt endless, slowly realizing we understood each other in ways nobody else ever could. It wasn’t romantic at first — it was honest. It was raw. It was friendship. Two hearts choosing to stay instead of run.
And over time… we got closer.
You stopped running every time it felt too real. I stopped hiding the parts I was taught to bury. Between the tears, the laughter, the late-night talks, we built something rare: a place of safety.
Nobody knows me the way you do.
Nobody sees you the way I see you.
We made each other whole in ways neither of us expected. We became each other’s shelter. The only place where we could finally rest. What started as friendship slowly grew into something sacred, something neither of us sought — but both of us needed.
And then August 10th came.
The day you said “I love you.”
I know it came wrapped in fear. I know you pushed me away, like you always do when something beautiful feels too real. But Luna… I’ve always understood. That wasn’t really you — that was old wounds trying to protect a heart that finally felt safe.
Since then, we’ve both been aching apart. Missing the safety we built in each other. Missing the quiet comfort of knowing someone truly sees you.
This song isn’t about blame.
It’s not about pressure.
It’s about us.
About 834 days of connection.
About two people who found each other in the dark.
About friendship turning into love.
About healing happening in real time.
About how deeply we came to know each other.
There’s only one regret I carry:
You not being here in my life right now.
But even separated, we still feel each other near somehow.
I know you feel it too.
So if you ever wonder where your safe place went — it’s still here. It never left.
I’m still here.
I still love you.
I still remember everything.
834 days later, and you’re still the deepest love I’ve ever felt.