Two Sides Of My Soul

Описание: Hi hi everyone!!! How are you all doing? Here's the third song of mine! Hope you all like it!!!

[Verse 1]
Chaos in my coffee cup
Control in every careful step I walk
I color-code my fears
Still they bleed right through the page

I hold my breath in traffic
Counting every line along the road
If I could just stop thinking
Maybe I could break this code

[Chorus]
Chaos and control
Two sides of my soul
Pulling at the same frayed rope I hold

Wish I could let go
All this weight I never chose
Every shadow in the day
Pain that never really goes away

[Verse 2]
Laughing with my friends
But I’m watching every word I say
Smiling in the mirror
Eyes are somewhere miles away

I build these careful schedules
Still I’m drowning in the in-between
Tidy little boxes
Can’t contain the things I’ve seen

[Chorus]
Chaos and control
Two sides of my soul
Fighting in my chest for the last say-so

Wish I could let go
All this weight I never chose
Sadness walking next to me all day
Pain that never really fades to gray

[Bridge]
What if I could love the mess
Trust a crack inside my chest
Let the tears just have their place
Stop trying to rearrange

[Chorus]
Chaos and control
Two sides of my soul
Maybe I’m the whole
Not the war that’s tearing at the seams I sew

Teaching me to let go
Of the blame I used to hold
You can visit
Then you leave
Pain
You’re not the ruler of my grief