Mala Frank - That’s bad, right? (Official Music Video)

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I finally saw a therapist
And she started to cry
And so I realized
It was really bad
I‘d be allowed to feel sad

But it’s easier to look away
-Or is it?
Have I just been drowning in my pain?
Froze it - somewhere
cause my wounds made me feel ashamed

So instead I’d rather run again
I run away
Keep myself busy
Numb my brain

Feeling dizzy
Drunk again
To make it easy
But it’s not working, is it?

I was never able sleep
That’s bad right?

Didn’t have enough to eat
That’s bad right?

Wasn’t allowed to speak

I tried to run away
That’s bad right?

Got caught and hurt again
That’s bad right?

But now am I okay?
-I stay in my fight
but it’s a constant fight

She has that Aura,
seems so…innocent,
you know…
I always felt sorry for her - sorry for her

She should have protected me,
it’s hard to comprehend,
you know…
How could she leave me in the dirt - in the dirt?

And I know I should be mad
but all I see is a little girl -
But it’s not me - she is her

And while I am strong enough to heal myself -
she’s a prisoner of her self-made hell

I was never able to sleep
That’s bad right?

Didn’t have enough to eat
That’s bad right?

Wasn’t allowed to speak

I tried to run away
That’s bad right?

Got caught and hurt again
That’s bad right?

But now am I okay?
-I stay in my fight
but it’s a constant fight

I tried to save you
I tried to be enough
I tried to make you love your child
But I had to be the adult

I didn’t have a bed
No love
No peace

I got hatred instead
Still loved you
-begged you please

Leave him,
Safe me,
Safe us -
at least safe yourself…

But you wouldn’t listen
You wouldn’t listen
You didn’t listen
So we both stayed in hell.

I was never able to sleep
That’s bad right?

Didn’t have enough to eat
That’s bad right?

Wasn’t allowed to speak

I tried to run away
That’s bad right?

Got caught and hurt again
That’s bad right?

But now am I okay?
-I stay in my fight
but it’s a constant fight

And I make it right
I make it right
I make it right

And I‘m healing over time…