I miss my papa - I made mistakes . You don't call me anymore – The Voice That Touched Millions

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You don't call me anymore. You just say you're busy. I see you laughing with the world, but you don't make time for me. You walk past everything I gave like it was nothing at all. I gave you my whole life. You can't give me one call. I'm still your father. Why do I feel raised? Yeah, I have flaws. Yeah, I got all but I never once walked out. After I'm gone, you'll feel this pain. Every ignore text, every misname. When the world hits dirt and the crowd goes home, you finally understand what it means to be alone. You'll say you love me. You'll cry on you. But love shows up. Why didn't you while I was here? I was breathing. You just stop believing. When I was sick, you didn't know. When I was weak, you didn't show. You never asked if I was okay. You never missed me enough to stay. I waited for you. You never came. Now I'm just a fading name. I told myself come around but hope gets quiet without a sound. After I'm gone, you wish you tried. Your replay night you let me cry. You'll stand there shaking hands in regret. Wishing you could undo what you chose to forget. You'll say you love me. Maybe you did. But love isn't words. It's what you give. Jesus forgives. I hope he does because one day you'll answer for us and he'll ask you simple and plain why you never came after I'm gone. Don't tell the crowd you were proud. Don't post my picture. Don't say my name if you couldn't show up while I felt the pain. I was here. I was alive. You just thought I had more time after I'm gone. You'll finally see you didn't lose me. You abandon me. Heat. Heat. My hands bled just for you. I worked until they shook. I missed my own dreams so you could chase the ones you took. I stood outside in the cold so you could sleep in warm life. I swallowed every fear just to keep you all right. Now I sit alone in a house I build for us. You pass my name in silence like I'm someone you don't trust. You left me here waiting. You don't even try. Yeah, I made mistakes. I wasn't easy to love. But I never stopped showing up. I never gave up. After I'm gone. When the war hits. When the sound of goodbye finally starts to hurt. You wish you came. You wish you stay. You call. You never made. You say you love me. You swear love shows up and you weren't there. I was here. You don't call