gmhs f15 to end deathless!!!!!! :D

Описание: OK SO I FEEL THE NEED TO SAY!!!! i was specifically going for this run, i know when most people get this run its like a "oh nooo thats 99% of the difficulty of the golden if only it was just a normal attempt..." but this run was 100% my intention!

for a little more backstory on this, i have this on again off again relationship with gmhs and i like to call these "arcs" of playing it cause thats the term viddie uses and viddie is the coolest person to ever exist in the celeste community, and as of right now im in arc #5! in the break between arc 4 and 5 i had a neat idea for the thumbnails for gmhsg highlights videos where each arc just gets its own video (rather than trying to cram like 500+ hours and 250ish days of content into just one video) and for the thumbnails it would just be an artistic recreation of each of the 6th checkpoints! with the final video being of arc 6 and having a thumbnail of checkpoint 6! the dream for these thumbnails would be to get my mom as an artist for them since the is an excellent painter who paints very rarely but when she does its always so cool, i have a awesome painting she made hung up on my wall above my bed of the starry night but with little video game references scattered throughout and its one of my favorite things i own.

so anyway for that idea to exist it would need to actually reach an arc 6, as well as i would need to be good enough to get it during that arc, so the plan was to do an arc now where i just go for f15 to end for the whole of it, and then once i get bored of gmhsg again inevitably after a few months, move on and just do everything in my power to be the best celeste player i can be and then going back for the final showdown in arc 6, anyways i was just kinda like "yeah i prob wont get f15-end and if i did it would prob take the whole arc" and so i said if i got it i would just go back to golden attempts for the rest of the arc, I DID NOT EXPECT TO DO IT IN 2 WEEKS. and you know the really crazy thing? its not even a fluke. on day 3 of derusting the golden i re got f12 to end, and im pretty sure the day before that i got f15-F1! i also got f9-end a few times among other runs.

so heres the thing, i dont wanna get anybodies hopes up about this, i will still most likely not be getting the golden in this arc, i might get close! but ive been close for about a year at this point, my first F2 entry was a year ago now (im not exaggerating, i got the first F2 run in january of 2025) and actually doing the golden is a whole different beast, you see i care about this golden, a lot, a lot more then is healthy, ive been dreaming of getting this golden since i first heard about what gmhs even was before the collab even came out, i remember the night before SJ came out i had a dream of getting gmhsg, i didnt even know what it looked like yet but my brain filled it in as a very white and etherial map, looking a lot like temporal tower from SC2020 actually, so needless to say whenever i get far i get hit with enough nerves to kill a horse, and part of the nerves is that im nervous for it to end. as of 2 days ago playing sj and shooting for max% has been a part of my life for 3 years now, theres a little void in all of us that wants a purpose, a reason to keep going, something to work towards day after day after day after day. and outside of these silly little games i live a very boring life with not much to really strive for, and for the past 3 years this collab has filled in that little void in me, and its hard to let it go.

i know there will be other grinds in the future to fill the void in my heart that desires a long term goal, elemental synergy looks about as big as SJ and even has a gm+1 lobby so im sure that will keep me busy for a while! but i just dont know if there will ever be a grind that means as much to me as strawberry jam max%. and sure i could go for the lobbies deathless but that too wouldent really matter to me as much as this, it was always max% that was always the goal and just adding more on top of it just wouldent do much. im very nervous to lose this grind because as much as ive talked negativly about this map and this golden, i think it would be worse to be left with nothing once i get it.