Beast Me.. (by john sn theodore) inspired by real life events🔮

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LYRICS..
Am strugling with being myself
So rather than being me,  ive turned my body into a dancing beast
Feasting on disgrace and having shame as its acampanment
Beaast me never cares,  so he beats me into cayouse
I keep on pleading but i see nothing
So i try bleeding but i was told the method was already done and so i have no option but to auction myself out like some used piece of soft meral
So soft i am left that i am swept away by the wind from the mouth of the back bitters
So wicked they are that they didnt even spare my front
They scavanged my heart and turned it into an ugly piece of art
Made it feel like it wasnt there,..... Wasnt alive
And that,  not even my breath could convince me so
So i decided to become a vender,  selling myself excessively from the time i was 18
Or maybe 14 i keep sailing around the axes of imotional insecurities like some bright game

My most common words are
Am fine,  its fine and i hope its gonna be fine

I...Was told brearh is hope and so i do just that

Hope
Hope that someday i will the sun shine and be bold  enough to say , ......... AM ALIVE