I'm Sorry Octavia (Stella's Apology Song)

Описание: After getting locked in prison for her crimes, Stella sings about apologizing to Octavia about what she put her through

Lyrics:
It's felt like a long time since I've been out on my own
But now I'm behind bars, and I can't be with you
It really feels like the wrong time to feel sorry for myself
But I'm here to say

I'm sorry Octavia

I used to fill the halls with thunder,
Sharp words flying like a storm.
Never stopped to see you shiver,
Never kept your heart warm.
You were standing in the crossfire,
Just a child caught in the flame.
Now I see the ashes on your wings,
And I know I’m the one to blame.

I can’t rewind the damage done,
But I can face what I became.
If healing starts with truth, then
I’ll say it now without shame.

I’m sorry, Octavia —
For every night you cried alone.
For every shattered memory
I carved into our home.
You deserved a mother’s shelter,
Not the chaos that I made.
I’m trying now to change my feathers,
Even if they’re slow to fade.

You watched a kingdom fall to pieces,
While I was busy with my rage.
Didn’t see your quiet heartbreak
Growing heavier with age.
You learned to fly with trembling wings,
Searching for a safer sky.
I should’ve been the one beside you,
Not the reason you had to hide.

I can’t erase the storms I caused,
But I can stand here and confess.
You deserved a gentler mother,
Not a queen who made a mess.

I’m sorry, Octavia —
For every night you cried alone.
For every shattered memory
I carved into our home.
You deserved a mother’s shelter,
Not the chaos that I made.
I’m trying now to change my feathers,
Even if they’re slow to fade.

If you ever let me in again,
I’ll speak softer than before.
I’ll guard your heart like royalty,
Not a battlefield of war.
I know forgiveness isn’t simple,
And trust is hard to grow.
But I’ll keep reaching out to you,
In case you ever want me close.

I’m sorry, Octavia —
For every wound I didn’t see.
For every time my bitterness
Stole your peace away from me.
You deserved a mother’s kindness,
Not the storms I let you face.
But if you’ll let me try again,
I’ll put my feathers back in place