Milrose - “PARALYZED” (OFFICIAL AUDIO)

Описание: Lyrics:

I’m paralyzed inside, I try to hide it
I realize that I just lie to myself
Got too high last night to forget about it
I can’t forget about it
I’m tired of leaving my friends on read
Truth is I can’t leave my bed
I’m a fuck up, but I’m learning
that Im Perfectly imperfect
I’m fighting a war inside my head
Some things are better left unsaid

So now I’m tracing all the fault lines
in my heart
I’m always falling apart, into pieces
While you’re just leaving all your love scars
Shooting stars are meant to burn from the start
Into pieces
Minds can change when hearts are bleeding

Woah oh oh ohh
Thought I had it all figured out
Then I fucked it up by myself
like I always do
Woah oh oh ohh
Always hated asking for help
So I keep it all to myself
Like I always do
Finger on the trigger, Loaded up gun
Testing my luck, I’m playing for fun
Ohh ohh
I’ll chase the problems I can’t outrun
Woah oh oh ohh
Thought I had it all figured out,
Then I fucked it up by myself
Like I always do

Im terrified, and too tired to sympathize it
I undermine my own life and lie to myself
I’ll Bite my tongue and I’ll salt the wound, and sterilize it
Now all my idols are depressed or dead, I need help
I’m tired of leaving my friends on read
Truth is I can’t leave my bed
I’m a fuck up, but I’m learning
That Im Perfectly imperfect
I’m fighting a war inside my head
Some things are better left unsaid

So now I’m tracing all the fault lines
in my heart
I’m always falling apart, into pieces
While you’re just leaving all your love scars
Shooting stars are meant to burn from the start
Into pieces
minds can change when hearts are bleeding

Woah oh oh ohh
Thought I had it all figured out
Then I fucked it up by myself
like I always do
Woah oh oh ohh
Always hated asking for help
So I keep it all to myself
Like I always do
Finger on the trigger, Loaded up gun
Testing my luck, I’m playing for fun
Ohh ohh
I’ll chase the problems I can’t outrun
Woah oh oh ohh
Thought I had it all figured out,
Then I fucked it up by myself
Like I always do

I’m paralyzed inside, I try to hide it
I realize that I just lie to myself