soberangel - i count ur breath

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[Lyrics]

I… I saw you by the trash
I thought you were dead
I swear… I thought I lost you

I c-count your breath like it’s mine
one… two… p-please don’t stop this time
If my heart could carry you through the night
I’d drag you home… I’d drag you home

I don’t need heaven— I just need you alive
stay with me… stay… don’t close your eyes
If loving you feels like fear
then I’ll be scared forever here

I found you sitting by a dumpster light
hair in your face… I couldn’t see your eyes
I touched your neck and my hands were shaking
there was a pulse but it felt like breaking

I screamed your name and you barely moved
your body heavy like it already knew
I grabbed your bag and I saw the pills
and everything inside me just… went still

Everyone stared like we were nothing
like two drunks wasting oxygen
But I would’ve carried you through traffic lights
through every bad thing I’ve ever done

On the bus you slipped into my chest
your breathing stopped— then started again
I pressed my ear against your skin
begging your lungs… please let me win

If I could give you all my breath
I would’ve split my heart in half
I don’t pray but that night I did
and every word was your name… shit

I c-count your breath like it’s mine
one… two… p-please don’t stop this time
If my heart could carry you through the night
I’d drag you home… I’d drag you home

I don’t need heaven— I just need you alive
stay with me… stay… don’t close your eyes
If loving you feels like fear
then I’ll be scared forever here

I laid you down on my messy bed
counted your chest going up and down again
Googled things I didn’t want to know
kept thinking this is my fault, I shouldn’t have gone

I stayed awake while you slept away
every minute felt like I’d break
I whispered please into your hair
like you could hear me even there

You looked so small without the anger
without the mask you wear like armor
And I realized, sitting on my floor
I’d lose myself if I lost you more

If you fall… fall into me
I’ll be the floor— I’ll let you breathe
If you forget who you are tonight
I’ll stay right here… I won’t leave your side

I’m not strong… I disappear
but I stayed when I thought I’d lose you here
If this love is ugly and real
I want it anyway… I feel it

I count your breath like it’s mine
one… two… you’re still alive
If loving you means I’m terrified
I’ll choose that fear every time

Stay with me… even when it hurts
even when I’m the worst
If I ever run again
come find me… like I found you then

I dragged you home
and you stayed

please…
stay…