PC4M HE HAD A DEMON

Описание: LADIES WAIT FOR THE RIGHT MAN FROM GOD!!!! WHAT THEY DONT THINK UR WORTH GOD KNOWS U ARE. ALL U GOTTA DO IS KNOW IT.
He Had A Demon
He was inscure,
but i was lonely,
he hated everybody,
but i needed somebody,
he had a demon.
I was an losted angel,
yea thats right a messenger of GOD,
a backsabbing, lieing, weak reflection, repersentation of eve,
about to be put under the devils feet angain,
you see i though i had everything to that lie i lived for 4 years got 5-10
so no one left to help me lie to myself i like a sheep with no shepered
full of emotion, waiting for some to tear me up and throw me away,
like the end of a lions meal. so one night he asked me to spend the night,
feeling fine from a temporiy high i declined.
smart me for a while.
But as i laid on that cold crouch my face covered with tears,
I wanted to die,
see i forgot the reason i have life, the reason i live,
i forgot to call one God while on his mission,
i was acustomed to my own sin,
i thought it better to be touched for five minutes
then loved forever,
he had a demon,
but i could make anybody love me,
i was full of myself,
he had a demon,
i reconized it many times, it wasnt because he was
to "clean" he had a good mom,
or because he had low self esterm, he been hurt,
" And woman are darty" or that he payed more attention
to his "roomates" or that nothing was new to him,
he was more jealous of me then graving me,
oh and that comment about neo being a under cover bother
" he was just playing that was a joke, he was just playing"
why im i always lieing where is this coming from.
because im a woman i was supposed to know.....
so as i lay on his bed not that cold chouch,
it felt better,
him about 15 years older then me knew
what he was doing and that he was taking advanage of me
but i knew what i was doing! or did i? was it an itch i needed
to stracth or pain i needed to cover? my face soaked
with tears i had i turn the pillow over,
he kept going and going like he was killing me like he
was taking something that i was never gonna get back
but he had a demon
in now it lives in me.
it dwells in my body,
the devil got me he got that cheating! backstabbing! lieing!
child of God. but God, God with all his love and grace
made me alive in christ.
no longer living in sin
christ lives!!!!!!