About Me

Описание: people ask questions they don’t wait around to hear
some answers don’t come out right anyway

this one stays close

dark alt music, late night headphones song, underground emotional music


(intro – hummed, low, imperfect)
Bummer dee bum dum hum, love
Mmm… bum dee dum, yeah
Bummer dee bum dum hum, love
Mmm… don’t stop…

(verse 1)
You said I’m lazy, I’m lost
I’m a phase you regret
Said I drink too much
And I never fix shit

You said I’m selfish with time
Only call when I’m low
Said I burn every bridge
Then act shocked when I’m alone

You said I’m stuck in my ways
Just another sad guy
With excuses for days
And a look in my eyes

You said “you’ll never change”
Like it’s fact, not a guess
I laughed it off
But it sat in my chest

(chorus – falsetto)
Ooooh, maybe you’re right
Maybe I’m bad news
Ooooh, I hear your voice
Every time I lose

(verse 2)
You said I scare you sometimes
When I shut down mid-sentence
Said my silence feels loud
Like I’m hiding intentions

You said I’m good at the start
Then I rot in the end
Said I run when it’s hard
And call that “protecting my head”

You said I blame all my past
Like it’s still in the room
Said I wear it like armor
Then bleed through it too

You said “look at your life”
Like it proves your whole case
I didn’t argue
I just stared at my plate

(chorus – falsetto)
Ooooh, maybe you’re right
Maybe I fuck this up
Ooooh, every good thing
I don’t know how to love

(breakdown – bass drops, half-time, sparse words)
Say it again
Say it slow
Every flaw
I already know

Bass hits
No air
I’m still here
I don’t care

(beat breathes)

(verse 3)
Yeah, I’ve lied to myself
Yeah, I’ve wasted some years
Yeah, I’ve hurt good people
Out of fear, not courage

Yeah, I drink when I shouldn’t
Yeah, I numb out the days
Yeah, I’ve fucked up my chances
In the dumbest of ways

But you said it like I’m evil
Like I chose all the pain
Like I woke up one morning
And said “ruin my name”

You never said I was trying
On the nights I stayed clean
You never said I was gentle
When no one else seen

(chorus – falsetto, softer then full)
Ooooh, maybe you’re right
But you missed some truth
Ooooh, I’m more than the shit
I ever did to you

(outro – falsetto hum, fading)
Mmm… bum dee dum…
Yeah…