A Chaotic ThoughtBubble Has Drifted Your Way

Описание: So firstly thanks so much to everyone following, we just cracked 200 subscribers to my scribbles and I appreciate it. I really do. Like seriously thanks a whole fkn heap aye. Fkn mad dwgs. Love yas all.

Lately life has been chaotic, and while I've been trying to move with the chaos - life has literally been moving me, rather shoving me around, and I'm a bit beat up and tired from it all, like my arches of my feet and webbings of my hands even hurt from moving and grabbing stuff to move!
But also I really wanted to sit down tonight and make something - even just a little something, with some of the new tools I've worked on recently (My first little Note sequencer code, Drum Sequencer/trigger sequencers/modifiers and some drum voices), all using the new FM oscillator core I've been messing with, that I really just like lately.

But as many things are coming to an end in my life, many new things are starting to happen too, and so I must be mindful that change is often uncomfortable, and what keeps us comfortable sometimes doesn't let us grow. So uncomfortable as it is, I think it will mean better things. Eventually.

Stacked a bunch of new stuff in this, and just let it generate and cook a while. It started emulating how hard it has been to concentrate on things lately, one thought will start, only to be drowned out and sidelined by something else - while still running in the background somewhere.
But I'm sure, this is something of which many can relate to in these modern times, where living resembles the ball in a pinball machine - ever darting about, trying to avoid the pit.....game over man.............hard to sit with that sometimes....., and even when you avoid the pit momentarily, theres still that weird feeling for ages, you know how like when its 1am in a new place you aren't familiar with yet, its home but not quite yet. Because you have established face value trust with this new place but not true establishment trust where you know the place and every little sound. Like when you've been somewhere a while, and you know it's cool because well, like...... it's always been cool. That sort of comfort isn't the surface you sleep on or how nice a place is - sometimes comfort is just certainty. And thats something I think we all take for granted sometimes.