xeno- alisha sade (original song)

Описание: hii,
so this is one of my favorite songs I´ve ever written. I wrote it last year in summer after a couple of months of talking to my boyfriend. Definitely one of the best times of my life and one where I grew the most. i hope you enjoy it :)

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lyrics
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He said he had to go
My boy said he had to go
I didn´t let him go
He said he´s late, I said I know (I said I know baby)

I wanna be your habit
Thursday´s our day, no distractions
Show me some compassion
You know words mean nothing without actions
Laying in my bed, raindrops outside dancing
On my bed, we sit and can´t stop laughing
I don´t make plans that day
All I want is to see your face
All I want is for you to stay
Can´t wait, can´t wait
I don´t make plans that day
All I want is to see your face
All I want is for you to stay
Can´t wait, can´t wait

He looks at a blank canvas and sees the stars (hm)
Images of other people falling apart, falling apart
Don´t need to smoke, you get me high
From all the love I choke butterflies inside
Don´t need to smoke, you get me high
From all the love I choke butterflies inside (butterflies inside)

I´m scared to fuck this up
I´m scared that soon you´ll have enough
And leave me with the aftertaste
A whole month gone to waste
I´m scared to fuck this up
I´m scared that soon you´ll have enough
And leave me with the aftertaste
A whole month gone to waste

He looks at a blank canvas and sees the stars (hm)
Images of other people falling apart, falling apart
Butterflies inside
Butterflies insi-i-i-ide (he said he had to go )
Butterflies insi-i-i-ide (my boy said he had to )
I didn´t let him go-o-o-o-o
Kno-o-o-o-ow

Hey, hey
Kann mich nicht fallen lassen
Probleme der Leute wie Bier in mei´m Kasten
Gehen nicht runter, kann nachts nicht mehr schlafen
Schlaflose Nächte, versuch´ nicht zu paffen
Doch was soll ich machen?
Mama ruft an, sagt: "was machst du denn für Sachen?"
Ich lege auf , weil dazu kann mn gar nichts sagen
Ich denk´ das ist das Beste
Er legt sein Kopf in meine Hände
Wir tanzen mit der Flamme, doch der Wind kommt immer näher
Vertrauen fällt mir schwer aber du bist nicht irgendwer
Wir tanzten mit der Flamme und der Wind kam immer näher
Ist schon ´n bisschen länger her
Trotzdem vermiss´ ich dich so sehr