Red Rum - Best Friend

Описание: Song about my wife (soon to be ex-wife) and the relationship between me and her best friend.

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Many years ago, she was standin’ by her side
Same dress color roses, same tears in her eyes
Didn’t think a thing then, just family vibes
Now I catch her lookin’ at me when my wife not nearby
Sunday dinners laughin’, late night talks
She know all my secrets, hear my pain when I talk
She say I deserve peace when the stress get heavy
When my wife get distant, she right there ready
It started innocent, just jokes and smiles
Now I replay her voice every once in a while
She hug me a little longer when we say goodbye
And I feel somethin’ strong I can’t justify
I hate myself for the thoughts in my brain
But I can’t stop feelin’ this pullin’ pain
I love my wife, yeah that part true
But why her best friend feel like my soulmate too

[Chorus]
It’s my wife’s best friend and I’m fallin’ too deep
Tryna fight these feelings but they never go to sleep
Every time she smile feel my whole world bend
I love my wife, but I’m in love with her best friend
Yeah I know it’s wrong, yeah I know it’s sin
But my heart keep racin’ every time she walk in
Tryna be a man, but I’m losin’ in the end
I love my wife, but I’m in love with her best friend

[Verse 2]
She text me askin’ if I’m okay today
Says she noticed I been driftin’ away
My wife don’t see the storm in my chest
But her best friend read me better than the rest
We talk ‘bout dreams, fears, and pain from the past
How love get complicated, never meant to last
She say I’m special, say I deserve more
And that word “more” hit straight to my core
Now I’m wonderin’ things I should never wonder
Heart feel like lightning, mind full of thunder
When she touch my arm I freeze in place
Tryna hide emotions all on my face
I pray to God like take this away
But every day it just get stronger this way
I’m trapped in between what’s right and real
Between my vows and how my heart feel

[Chorus]
It’s my wife’s best friend and I’m fallin’ too deep
Tryna fight these feelings but they never go to sleep
Every time she smile feel my whole world bend
I love my wife, but I’m in love with her best friend
Yeah I know it’s wrong, yeah I know it’s sin
But my heart keep racin’ every time she walk in
Tryna be a man, but I’m losin’ in the end
I love my wife, but I’m in love with her best friend

[Verse 3]
Now the tension thick every time we alone
Silence sayin’ things we don’t say in words shown
She look at me like she feel it too
And that’s when I knew this wasn’t just me and you
She whisper, “I been feelin’ the same inside”
Said she try to fight it but she tired of hide
My heart dropped low but it felt so right
Like the truth finally came to the light
But the guilt hit hard like a punch to the ribs
Thinkin’ ‘bout my wife and the life that we built
All the memories, tears, and vows we made
Now I’m standin’ here ‘bout to throw it away
Love ain’t simple, love ain’t clean
Sometimes it come in between what it seem
Now I’m stuck in a story I never planned
In love with my wife’s best friend

[Chorus] (2x)
It’s my wife’s best friend and I’m fallin’ too deep
Tryna fight these feelings but they never go to sleep
Every time she smile feel my whole world bend
I love my wife, but I’m in love with her best friend
Yeah I know it’s wrong, yeah I know it’s sin
But my heart keep racin’ every time she walk in
Tryna be a man, but I’m losin’ in the end
I love my wife, but I’m in love with her best friend

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