LYNIX - I LovedYou Louder Than Myself

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I Loved You Louder Than Myself

Verse 1
I learned your silence better than your words,
Read between lines that were never heard.
I held you close when you pulled away,
Called it love, but it felt like decay.

I bent myself just to make you stay,
Smiled through nights I was breaking away.
I was drowning quiet, deep inside,
While you slept fine on the other side.

Pre-Chorus
I don’t blame you for not knowing how,
But I wish you saw me bleeding out.

Chorus
I loved you louder than myself,
Put your needs above my health.
I lost my voice, I lost my ground,
Trying not to let you down.
If love’s a war, I gave my all,
I stood too close and took the fall.

Verse 2
Your name still shakes me when it’s said,
Like unfinished words left in my head.
I replay moments I should forget,
Every almost, every regret.

Some days I hate you, then I cry,
Some days I pray you’re doing fine.
It’s crazy how two things can be true—
I’m healing now, but I still miss you.

Pre-Chorus 2
I wanted forever, you wanted space,
We were running in a different pace.

Chorus
I loved you louder than myself,
Set myself on fire just to help.
I stayed when leaving was the cure,
Thinking love should always hurt.
If I disappear from who I was,
That’s the price I paid for us.

Rap Verse
Yeah—
I was strong for you, weak for me,
Lost my balance trying to make you see.
I ignored red flags, called them scars,
Turned late-night tears into battle scars.
I gave you my best, you gave me doubt,
I kept pouring in while you drained me out.
Now I’m learning peace isn’t loud,
And loving myself isn’t letting you down.

Bridge
Maybe love isn’t meant to bleed,
Maybe it’s not supposed to beg or plead.
If it costs your soul to make it stay,
Then maybe love walked the wrong way.

Final Chorus
I won’t love louder than myself again,
I won’t disappear just to be “enough” for them.
I’ll choose a heart that chooses me,
Without conditions, without maybes.
You were a lesson dressed as fate,
I survived you—even if it came late.

Outro
I loved you deeply, I loved you true,
But now I’m learning to love me too.