Tuesday

Описание: If you ever feel heavy laden burden overwhelmed like the pressures of the world is weighing you down

Well from the perpective of a person who has been studying 'breath work' as to what the Lord put on my heart

When I asked him what it is that I need in order to grow and mature instead of feeling stuck in old patterns that simply were not working for me

The pressures of pretending to be okay however not feeling it

The pressures of respect and responsibilities of others however not my own

What was my part in this and what could I learn from this on a personal level and not be stuck in survival mode of baby Christian mentality 🤔

So approximately 6 years ago I suppose 🤔 I was finally ready to do something about this change I intensly needed to change and not be stuck of being toss to and fro every wind of doctrine

I thought okay Lord I am between a rock and a hard place

however what am I to do about this in the here and now

There had to be some major changes to take place in my life if I wanted to genuinely change

It felt like hard core hard decisions 😪 in my life that needed to take place in order to grow and stop making excuses for the poor behaviors of others

Hence the humble prayer 🙏

Lord forgive them for they know not what they do

Okay who is the they we are talking 👄 about in this kind 😇 of prayer

They hurt my feelings
They are so disrespectful
They are so unforgiving
They
They
They

Blablabla
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wa wa wa
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The purpose is God we know they make mistakes

We know they lack knowledge

We know they are like sheep without a Shepherd

Now what

As humbling as prayer the prayer of forgiveness for others

This is also important 👏

That shift when we recognize our part in the story

We don't have to become martyrs because this would be like saying that Jesus who became a Martyr for us at the time of his crucifixion meanth nothing

Then the prayer Father forgive me for I know not what I think say or do

Now this is acknowledging that he alone is worthy of all praise honor and glory

This is putting a stop of putting the horse before the cart and take responsibility for ourselves

First in our hearts mind and behaviors

True Faith is doing things out of obedience knowing that the rewards outweigh the penalty that Jesus took on the cross

For our very salvation

This is why we say ohhh my soul praise 👏 the Lord