Aubrey Ruth - What Divorce Feels Like

Описание: This is a song I wrote called “What Divorce Feels Like.” It’s available on all streaming platforms including Spotify, Apple Music, and iTunes under Aubrey Ruth.

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I was 10 when I found out that I’d have
Two houses
Two bedrooms
Two birthdays
To celebrate
My parents sat me down together
They said “It’s better if we separate.”

I heard the fights late at night outside
And the silence on car rides
I noticed every sign that you
tried your best to hide
And for years of my life
I felt like I had to choose a side
Always stuck in the middle,
That’s what divorce feels like

I’m growing older
there’s bags on my shoulders
I walk out the door
And wave goodbye before I leave
You hug me and tell me you love me
I smile once more
And say “I’ll see you in a week.”

I remember fights late at night outside
And the silence on car rides
I noticed every sign that you
tried your best to hide
And for years of my life
I felt like I had to choose a side
Always stuck in the middle,
That’s what divorce feels like

In my hands are photographs
Before the tears, we used to laugh
When our family fell apart
It left us each with scars
These memories fade but they’ll never be gone
And it takes time to move on

I remember fights late at night outside
And the silence on car rides
I noticed every sign that you
tried your best to hide
And for years of my life
I felt like I had to choose a side
Always stuck in the middle,
That’s what divorce feels like