✩ my thoughts on the beauty community + blackpink lisa makeup ✩ | IVAN LAM (bahasa/tagalog/viet sub)

Описание: This video was difficult to film because as you know I like to stay out of drama and negative energy. But I felt compelled to as so much was going on. It was to the point where even staying silent was stressing me out. I really wanted to share my thoughts with you and see where you guys stood with everything that was happening in the world and in the beauty community.

I initially found makeup as a really fun way to express myself. To turn out looks, be inspired, inspire others to do self care as well. As time passed I felt more and more inadequate because I didn't feel like I belonged even in the makeup world. It was all about drama, tea, exposing and I just wasnt for that... and seeing people like that rise to the top, well... left me unmotivated and sad.

These days I feel better, that there is a space for me, and that many other creators that are talented, kind, are on here too, and that you guys are loving and supportive of me. Thank you for that. I am loving makeup more slowly. Hope you are taking care of yourselves!

btw i'm on tiktok too hehe https://www.tiktok.com/@ivanbaaaaah?l...

here are some people that I love in this community that are genuine, smart, kind, and wholesome. (talented af too of course)
SANDY LIN
   / @sandylin  
CYDNEE BLACK
   / cydbeats  
RYAN POTTER
   / Канал  
JAMES WELSH
   / @jameswelsh  
ROBERT WELSH
   / @robertwelsh  
SARAH CHEUNG
   / salalameow  
MISS DARCEI
   / missdarcei  

skincare used
TONER dear klairs fundamental ampoule mist
https://shrsl.com/2dui4
SERUM wishtrend 15% vitamin C serum + ferulic acid
https://shrsl.com/2duia
SUNSCREEN purito green level unscented sun
https://shrsl.com/2duic
+
SUNSCREEN paulas choice spf30 super light wrinkle defense (tinted)
https://bit.ly/2Wlj8MT

MAKEUP
PRIMER missha uv pore blur starter spf 50
https://shrsl.com/2duim

POWDER hourglass setting powder
https://bit.ly/3esM2AU

EYESHADOW colourpop bare necessities palette
(34 not 12 lol oops but still would love a mirror)
https://bit.ly/3ewQjDo

LIP COLOR sephora collection melting lip click (so good)
https://bit.ly/2Ol8gKG

CONTOUR (great for light skin tones)
https://shrsl.com/2duiw oat grain (cooler tone)


If you want to help translate my videos into your language, it would be greatly appreciated!
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My instagram!
https://www.instagram.com/ivanbaaaaah...

Check out my other videos
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My name is Ivan Lam, I'm a Malaysian American living in Los Angeles. I have a cat and her name is Meow Meow. I'm passionate about self care, skincare, and makeup. I am constantly finding ways and learning about myself. If you're new here, welcome, this is a safe space no matter you skin color, orientation, gender, and ability. This is a space of acceptance and love. Thank you for all the support to this soff boy. We need more kindness in the world esp at this time.

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