I’m still holding on (Official Video) – MR. KARMA / test, style and melody created by me

Описание: Some goodbyes don’t feel real.
Some love doesn’t know how to leave.
If you’re holding on too… I understand.

SONG LYRICS:

[Intro]

Yeah… mm…
This is…
Mr. Karma…


[Verse 1]

Late September felt like your season
You loved the quiet before the day began
I’d watch you laugh at nothing special
Like the world still made perfect sense back then

Now the mornings don’t ask your name
Coffee gets cold, the room stays still
I talk to ceilings, not to heaven
I don’t know if anyone’s listening



[Pre-Chorus]

I keep reaching for your shadow
Like it might turn around
Every prayer feels borrowed
Every silence too loud



[Chorus]

I’m holding on to what I can’t revive
Refusing words that sound like the end
If I let go, it feels like losing you twice
And I don’t know how to pretend

You’re somewhere beyond where my voice can climb
And the distance is sharper than I believed
I’m standing alone in the space between time
Where love still breathes, but you don’t breathe

Oh, it hurts so deep
In a thousand quiet ways
You took the light out of my chest
And left the echoes to stay


[Verse 2]

Found your notes in an old jacket
Small handwriting, jokes I still hear
There’s a coin you said was lucky
I can’t spend it, it keeps you near

Everyone says “time will fix this”
Like it’s broken glass in my hand
But time just teaches me your absence
Not how to understand


[Pre-Chorus]

I still speak your name at night
Like it’s a spell or a sin
If you’re watching from somewhere brighter
Do you see me breaking in?


[Chorus]

I’m holding on to what I can’t revive
Refusing words that sound like the end
If I let go, it feels like losing you twice
And I don’t know how to pretend

You’re somewhere beyond where my voice can climb
And the distance is sharper than I believed
I’m standing alone in the space between time
Where love still breathes, but you don’t breathe

Oh, it hurts so deep
In a thousand quiet ways
You took the light out of my chest
And left the echoes to stay



[Bridge]

mmh—
I still wait for your call
Still turn when I hear your laugh…
If heaven is real, tell me
Why does it hurt this bad?…

I would give up forever…
Just to hear you say my name


[Break]

I’m still holding on… (holding on)
Still holding on… (mmh)
I’m still holding on… (don’t fade)
I’m still… still holding on


[Final Chorus]

I’m holding on to what I can’t revive
Because goodbye feels permanent
You’re beyond the night, beyond my sight
And I’m stuck where the memories went

If love survives what the body can’t
Then maybe you’re closer than it seems
But I’m still alone in the in-between
With a heart in fragments and half-formed dreams

Oh, it hurts so deep
In a thousand quiet ways
You took the light out of my chest
And left the echoes…
You left the echoes to stay