Murcs - Is It Just Psychosis Or Something More Conscious

Описание: Instead of producing my usual progressive house genre, I thought I'd try combine progressive house with a more heavier genre, I'm not as good at making heavier genres but hope you like it :)
I named it "Is It Just Psychosis Or Something More Conscious" (kinda like messages getting sent to you from the universe or something) because when I was going through psychosis, amongst all the unwanted thoughts and voices, I'd hear guided messages and answers that could of came from the collective conscious, spirit guides or who knows where but they were guiding me to help get through psychosis, and when I heard some of them answers in my mind, I'd usually research them to see if they were true and they did happened to be true, Where was I hearing them from, like how did the answers in my head that I heard pop into my mind know that they were correct when I hadn't even researched them answers yet until after I had heard them, I still sometimes experience this even these days.
anyways, hope you like my track, feedback would be great as I'm not usually that good at making heavier styles of music, only more melodic, more progressive house kind of stuff is what I'm best at because I'm a piano player and progressive house and trance styles have more melodies involved, more melody ideas you can add to it, in a heavy song you can't usually make it as melodic and still make it sound good, but I tried anyways ahah

the heavy parts of this track could represent the psychosis/ unwanted voices part, and the melodic more chilled out parts could represent the more conscious part of psychosis with the guided messages and answers heard etc

What I described earlier to do with what the song title means, it's like being stuck in a negative state of the collective conscious combined with the subconscious attacking the conscious hearing all these unwanted voices that aren't yours or not choosing to think, but amongst the unwanted voices, the subcoious is attacking the conscious because it's trying to push you to change as only change is everlasting leading you towards success with all the guided messages and answers heard which could sometimes even come from the subconscious amongst the unwanted voices from the subconscious hearing those answers sometimes in the past or even from a past life who knows, but you hear guided messages and answers especially after doing meditation to clear the mind a bit so you can hear those guided messages and answers clearer, but try not to overdo it and do to many things that raise your vibration in one single day, don't forget to take rests in between, because sometimes in the changing process of raising your vibration, sometimes forces can work against you the more you do, if you do too much in one day, them forces working against you may be too overwhelming to deal with, that's just my beliefs anyway based on certain things I've read or mostly from my personal experiences ahah yeah go ahead call me a psychotic nut lol ahah

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