Cipher Soul - My Demons [Official Visualizer]

Описание: Yeah, we all got them. This track, "My Demons," dives deep into the struggle with internal "demons" and the complexities of "mental health". It's a raw exploration of "dark thoughts" and the constant battle against "anxiety" and "depression" that can creep in, reminding you that you're not alone in facing these inner challenges. 🖤

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🎧 Stream: My Demons
stream: released date 30/12/25
Spotify: [https://open.spotify.com/artist/2Ur1y]
▶️ YouTube:    / @ciphersoul  
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📝 Lyrics:

[Intro]
Yeah... we all got 'em
Fighting battles nobody sees
Let me tell you 'bout mine

[Verse 1]
I wake up every morning with these voices in my head
Telling me I ain't worth it, telling me I'm better off dead
Anxiety creeping in before my feet even touch the floor
Depression knocking heavy, like a debt collector at my door
Smile for the camera, post it up for the 'gram
But inside I'm falling apart, nobody knows who I am
Got demons from my childhood, trauma I ain't never faced
Running from my problems but they always give chase
Self-medicating just to feel something different
Bottles and substances, yeah I'm getting distant
From the man I used to be, from the man I wanna become
These demons got me paralyzed, got me feeling numb
Trust issues from betrayal, anger I can't control
Regrets from all my failures burning holes up in my soul
They whisper late at night when everything gets quiet
Tell me I'm a fraud, tell me I should just stay silent

[Chorus]
My demons, they don't ever sleep
They're with me in the shadows, running deep
My demons, they know my name
They know my every weakness, they know my pain
Fighting just to see tomorrow, trying to find my way
But my demons keep on talking, every single day

[Verse 2]
I got demons from my father, generational pain
Addictive personality running through my veins
Insecurities about my worth, am I even good enough?
Imposter syndrome got me thinking everything I did was luck
PTSD from streets, from violence that I've seen
Friends I lost too early, nightmares when I dream
Guilt about the people that I hurt along the way
Words I can't take back, prices that I pay
Fear of abandonment, so I push people out
Fear of being vulnerable, so I scream and shout
Instead of communicating what's really going on
I'd rather self-destruct than admit that I'm not strong
Money problems, health problems, problems that I hide
Wearing masks every day, dying on the inside
These demons know my secrets, know where I'm most weak
They attack when I'm exhausted, when I'm too tired to speak

[Chorus]
My demons, they don't ever sleep
They're with me in the shadows, running deep
My demons, they know my name
They know my every weakness, they know my pain
Fighting just to see tomorrow, trying to find my way
But my demons keep on talking, every single day

[Verse 3]
But I'm learning how to fight back, learning how to cope
Found a therapist who listens, found a little hope
Started journaling my thoughts, meditating when I can
Trying to understand myself, trying to make a plan
Reached out to my brothers who been struggling too
Realized I ain't alone, we all going through
These demons might be loud but they don't get to win
I'm taking back my power, this is where I begin
Some days I lose the battle, some days I can't get out of bed
But I'm still here, I'm still breathing, I ain't dead
That's a victory in itself when the darkness gets this thick
When my demons try to tell me I should call it quits
I'm fighting for my future, for my peace of mind
For the man I know I can be if I just give it time
So I face them every morning, look 'em in the eye
Tell 'em "Not today, demons, I'm gon' survive"

[Bridge]
To every man who's fighting wars nobody can see
Who's drowning in the silence, feeling like just me
You're not crazy, you're not broken, you're just going through it
And it's okay to ask for help, you don't gotta just push through it
We are warriors, we're survivors, we're stronger than we know
Even when our demons try to steal the show

[Outro]
My demons still here, yeah they ain't going away
But I'm learning how to manage, how to make 'em obey
I control the narrative, this my life, my story
And I'm fighting through the darkness, heading towards the glory
My demons... but they don't own me
Not anymore
I'm taking my life back
One day at a time