I Rehearsed This Conversation Alone — a song for everything you never said

Описание: There are conversations we practice a thousand times —
but never actually have.

“I Rehearsed This Conversation Alone” is a late-night indie rock song about suppressed feelings, missed moments, and the quiet distance between two people who feel everything but say nothing.

If you’ve ever stayed silent to protect your heart…
this one’s for you.

🎧 Best experienced with headphones
🌙 Perfect for 2AM listening
💔 Soft, spoken-feel indie rock with emotional weight

Let me know if this song found you at the right moment.


I rehearsed this conversation alone
Every word rolled in my mouth like stones
I told myself I’d be calm, I’d be cool
But silence won, and I followed the rules

Your shadow lingers in the hallway light
I want to speak but I stay quiet tonight
I trace our steps, the way we collide
But no one hears what I keep inside

I walk past the places we almost went
Every “what if” and “maybe” unspent
I know your hands remember my touch
But neither of us says too much

The clock ticks, the walls lean in
I want to tell you everything, where do I begin?
I sip on thoughts I can’t drink down
Smile at the past, but the hurt won’t drown

If I let go, would it break us apart?
If I stay quiet, would it save my heart?
Every word is a battlefield I never cross
Every silence, a line we both lost

I rehearsed this conversation alone
It’s just me, and the echoes in this room
I say what I never will to you
I scream in shadows, the night consumes

You think I’m fine, I think I’m fine
I pretend I’m okay every night
But the air still smells like you
And nothing I do makes it through

I rehearsed this conversation alone
And I’ll do it again, when I’m on my own