Moving OUT at 18 to LEAVE a TOXIC household

Описание: laughing the pain away, despite all that bad things that happened growing up and how badly it’s affected me , I’m glad I can look past it and still smile and laugh at dumb things
The day I’ve been waiting for since I have said it when I was 10 years old “I can’t wait to be 18 so I can move out” I’ve repeated this phrase so many times throughout the years and look what has finally happened. Even though I said this I was told this would never happen and I would never make it to this age by adults around me.
I no longer have to endure verbal, physical, and mental abuse it’s finally over and I’m happy. Now I have to work on my mindset to move on.

Even though so much has happened I’m so excited for this new chapter whether it be hard or extremely easy I’m ready for life lessons and important values. I’m ready to chase my goals and let go of negativity that has clung to me for so long, and it’s crazy right? How the change of environment has made me so enthusiastic,, not just enthusiastic but authentically me.
I still am in shock and can’t fathom this happening, but it did. I’m glad I can finally be me with out having to tiptoe and juggle constant emotions of not knowing what will happen next. Just enjoying my solitude. It’s crazy because I’m genuinely such a negative person, and I’m working on being more positive please stick with me!! Thank you and I can’t wait to see you guys in my next video!!

and thank even still you guys are my parents thank you mom & Kevin I have a love hate relationship with you guys but in time hopefully I can heal and repair them.