Not alone in being Alone - Darren Fielding

Описание: This is a song I wrote DURING the "ongoing in China" *Read end of description* Covid Pandemic, almost as a response to that but also to the heartache and loneliness I felt that represented humanity.
We are all so alone in our pursuits, and it is by choice. WE push others away in our selfish endeavours and pursuits. We break others down to build ourselves up and expect others to look up to us.

The lyrics :

I have tried to stand my ground and face this world on my own.
I have tried to turn in the crowd and leave myself alone.
I have denied who I am so I could be who they see.
But I’m not alone in being alone cause everyone is alone like me.
And I have found that breathing out is a lot like wearing down
My breath escapes me, my thoughts mistake me for someone whose giving in.
I’m losing battles, I’m losing blood
I’m losing a hold of myself.
But I’m learning how in losing now
That someday I might win
This year has broke me, this year has roped me so tightly around my thoughts.
I am a shadow trying to dodge the light
Trying to keep myself alive.
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**I'm sure you've read or heard of the brutal Lockdown that happened in Shanghai this year. (It was worse than what you've heard, and if you hadn't heard of it, well now you have.)
So My wife and I recently live-streamed from our quarantine hotel nearly 3 years on from the beginning of Covid. Why is China so tight gripped on this whole lockdown thing?
Why, WHY, WHY?!! in 2022 when the entire world has moved on from Covid do my wife and I find ourselves in quarantine without actually even having Covid. I mean really.
If you're interested in hearing our side of things and just hearing about life in China, maybe check that video out here. -    • CHINA! We don't EVEN have COVID. Why, Why,...